Sad~Worried~Happy

my dog died the other day....

sad...pro ok na dn un cguro...i got her nung 1993.tpos nung tym na un my kidney problem na sya.pro she didn't die of it dw.she died because of old age...sbi nla a...

you know what they say?that dogs are the most loyal animals on earth? *about to make a connection* and you know how some people believe that others die of broken hearts or sadness or something lyk that?is it possible for a dog to die of sadness?

i cant deny the fact that i didn't care for her the best way i can.she was most of the time locked up (ayw palabas ng dad ko kc ccraain dw nya ung plants sa garden).i often forgot to give her medication.and i rarely gave her a bath.cla yaya lgi ngpapaligo.i never played with her, i always played with my cats or the other dog.but never with her.i guess kc i thought i would only give her a hard tym.on account of everytime i played w/ her she'd always bump into things and eventually she'd get lots of scratches.she was blind by the way.pro she knows my voice and she knows my smell.everytym she hears my voice or if i pass by her cage she lifts her head up.and everytym i just ignored her.it must have caused her much sadness to feel that she couldn't please me as much anymore.i cared.i just never took the time to show it.

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my oldest male cat,cinnamon went in for an operation today.i dropped him off sa animal house at about 930 in the morning and went back for him at 4 in the afternoon.it was not because of a sickness or something.i just had him neutered.

e kc nman no, we have 3 female cats(sugar,mm and star) and another male (oreo) - pro oreo's too little pa to show any interest in having babies.anyway recently nanganak ung 3 female.so we have 9 kittens now.tpos aftr a few weeks in heat nnman c cinnamon.if we dont do something we'll be overflowing with cats soon.kya ayun.

yeah i know it sounds mean.pro i'd rather have him neutered than to have loads of homeless kittens.wla akong balak mag-alaga ng sobrang daming pusa.no matter how much i love them. enough na ang 5.or 6.

anyway, mdyo matamlay sya ngyon, c cinnamon i mean.he's not meowing loudly,actually he's not meowing at all.and he seems to be more malambing than usual.and he got 2 wounds on his face, one on each side, kc while waiting for me the vet put him in a cage.he was trying to get out and got scratches in the process.it wasnt deep though.so ngyon nnd2 sya inside the house instead of being w/ the other cats (they have their own room) kc inaaway sya nung iba, apparently he smells different.ok na dn un.it will allow time for his wounds to heal.

inalarm ko phone ko pra d ko mklimutan painumn sya ng gmot.so i have 3 alarms everyday.kc 3x a day ung gmot nya.i hope he'll be back to normal soon.

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you know unkymoods?haha!and cute no?....wla lng.naaaliw ako e.i was surfing the net, tpos i was looking at the websites my brothers go to and i saw unkymoods.com.e ncurious ako kng anu un kc mdyo wierd ung name.kya tiningnan ko.haha.bka my blog dn cla dat i dont know abt?....kya dey went to that site?haha.if they have a blog i want to see it!!! :) but i dont want them to see mine.

haha.im such a meanie... >:P