can't sleep

it's past 1 am and still i cant sleep...these are the times when u just sit down and think to yourself...about anything...about life, about what's happening...

sorry for quoting you "love.. it can go from heaven to hell in just seconds." i disagree.

it will never be hell with you.kahit na ng-aaway na tyo, kahit na we're getting hurt, kahit na di tyo ngpapansinan, kahit na ngseselosan na tyo, kahit na npparanoid na tyo, kahit na...kahit na anong mangyari, it will ALWAYS be heaven with you.oo na, cheesy na...

lagi mo cnsbi skin "dont mind me".u dont understand.i CANT not mind u.pilitan ko man, hindi ko tlga kaya.dont ask me why, some things are hard to explain.some things cant be explained.i dont know why either.bsta that's just the way things are.

nallungkot ako kpag nllungkot ka, nssaktan ako kpag nssaktan ka, naiiyak ako kpg nppaiyak kta.gnon lng tlga.emotions...they may seem illogical at times, u may ask for explanations, question why, but u will never have a definite and concrete answer.its just the way things are.its just the way emotions, MY emotions play out.

im sorry.im really really sorry.i should have been more careful.pro sorry, i cant and wont lie to u.magalit ka na kng magagalit ka pro wla tlga akong balak mgsinungaling syo.ever.

i dont know wat to say or do to make u feel better.yes, i know, u have to deal w/ it on ur own.pro i just have to try.d ako mpakali e.alam ko tinutulog mo lng yan...and ur probably sleeping ryt now.i cant sleep properly knowing that something's happening to u and i cant even do anything...

it hurts to know i cant do anything, me, who caused all this.if i could just take back what i said, i would.if i could just switch lives w/ u at this moment pra im d one who would "feel like sh*t", i would.i'd do anything pra lng mging ok ka na.

im so sorry.i love u.