*looks up at the sky...its not raining* ...its the weather...

mood swings...this rarely happens to me...im happy one moment and sad, no, not sad, more of lonely the next...

nhhawa na ata ako sa people around me.everyone's been really emotional these days.ako?i have nothing to be emotional about...i think.

so why this melancholy feeling all of a sudden?

deep down, i know why.i just dont want to accept it.

its doubt.fear.confusion.guilt.pain....reality.

everything ive pushed aside and refused to think of...

im ok though. :) haha ang labo ko na.