8 months

it's been 8 months and i want to share w/ you something i've been feeling ever since.

sabi nila, mahirap daw mainis sa taong mahal mo.hmm.. in my opinion..

tama sila. :P haha.

kapag naiinis ako sa isang tao, all need to do is refrain from talking to them.then after a few minutes ok na ko.this applies to everyone with one exception.. YOU.

no matter what i do, i cant seem to stay mad or irritated at you.

its hard to admit that im feeling that way sometimes, because i feel im being unfair.that i shouldn't and i can't.yeah yeah, i know its absurd.

when it comes to you, i can't not talk about it, about what we're fighting over.i feel a need to fix it.it doesn't matter who's fault it is, i just want it fixed.i've never felt this way about anyone.

those times na ngtatampo ako, i find myself waiting for you.if you don't come, i feel better all by myself.but when you do, all it takes is one touch from you.

when you take my hand, or hug me, or come up to me, i feel everything melting away.its as if suddenly, everything's okay.as if nothing happened.i just want to hug u and tell u how much i love u.

i know sometimes i dont seem to be feeling better, there are times i brush ur hand away.not because im still feeling bad and stuff, i am ok w/ everything actually.but because i feel i need a few more minutes to think about it, about what happened, about what im feeling and why im feeling that way.

there's something in you that could always make me feel better.simetimes, i feel you've put me under a spell i cant get out of.but then, when i think about it, id never want that spell to lose its magic.

i love you. :D