the weekend was not a weekend

weekend's are meant for rest, relaxation and doing your "own" stuff.

but this weekend was NOT a weekend.

i am tired, both physically and emotionally. i am drained because of everything. how can so much happen in 2 days?

ive thought about a lot, made a possible life-changing decision and stuck to a commitment ive never regretted having.

but still, i am TIRED and DRAINED.

everything is going fine. at least that's what i like to think. i want to leave everything behind for a while. what ive felt, the words, that one moment.

WHY? why in the world did this have to happen? everything's changed, oh i know you know it too, and it seems like its gonna be this way forever.

i feel BURNT. and because i feel like this, despite everything, im doing okay.