taking a break

i've been studying for my theo orals and i need to stop and take a break.

~ and nat, mind you, this is all because of your blog entries. :P but thanks, napaisip din ako. i miss you, nat. i miss jans too. we should go back to ica one day. not because of mc, or days, or watever. but just because. let's sit at the highschool covered court once more and talk about nonsensical things only the 4 of us, jans, could understand. >:D< ~

ive changed so much since high school. some changes im proud of. and some im not. it's funny how everyone used to think i'd be on this "high" forever. ive been that way for so long that even i believed it would never go away. and yes, those were the days. but somehow, when i reached college, my hold on it loosened and eventually, i found that i had let it go.

and now, as im taking this breather, im grasping for something. trying desperately to feel what i once had. something i want back. yet, there's nothing. ive been out of touch for so long i can't find You.

i miss going to mass at 630 everyday in the ICA Chapel.
i miss singing w/ the fc choir every saturday mass at MTQ.
i miss the Disco.
i miss talking to You.
i miss living out my commitment.

Jess, I miss You.