bawal basahin ng mga makakapal at assuming

i wish i've never fallen inlove so it won't be as ruined to me as it is now.

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why can't we just go back to being what we used to be? being good friends? is it really that hard for you?

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people say it's easy to be happy. what they won't admit is, it's extremely hard when you really don't feel like it.

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whenever you made promises before, i never let myself fully believe any of it. when everything ended, i found that i have little - if any - self-control. i found i believed it all like i didn't know anything about getting hurt.

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friends say they'll be there. truth is, it's hard to find friends who'll be there even when it's inconvenient for them.

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i wish forgetting was as easy as remembering.

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you got too scared again. you promised.

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wasn't it your idea, your philospohy? wasn't it you who convinced me? so why does it seem like you've forgotten everything?

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i need to cry. pagod na ko tumawa.

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i thought we were gonna be okay. you made me believe we were gonna be okay. so where are you now?

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madaya ka. ang dami dami mong sinabi. wala kang ginawa kahit isa.

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i was brave enough for you. why can't you be brave enough for me?

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i need someone to take over my life for me. i give up. i really really give up.