on a lighter note

i was able to watch a rerun of grey's anatomy during the holidays. can i just say, i so delayed in all the tv series i was watching before. i don't even know how to catch up anymore. anyway..

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Meredith: I'm not cut out for bright and shiny.
Derek: We can be dull and lifeless together.

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I want someone who can be dull and lifeless with me at the moment. I want someone who can be dull and lifeless with me even if it takes me forever to get back on my feet, even if I can never be bright and shiny.

I'm tired of being that person for other people. I want someone to be that person for me, for a change.