is it really supposed to be like this?
everyday, when i wake up, i think of how i don't want to go to ue and sit through lectures about things i don't even understand.
and everyday, while i'm trying to comprehend whatever lesson the prof's talking about, i think of how i can study everything i need to study.
from 8-5, i think of how i can survive med and whether i can survive it. gusto ko maging doktor. pro marami nmng may gusto nun eh. halos lht ng nsa med school, gusto un. what makes me think na mgging doktor ako dhl lng ginusto ko.
i have so many doubts right now. not just about med, about myself too and everything else. in short, i've never doubted myself this much before.
ganito ba talaga dapat?
in all aspects of my life, why do i feel like i'm not in control of anything at all?
posted by Joy @ 12:46 AM
2 Comments:
joy joy joy sometimes it's okay to doubt, it helps you think. ilang beses na ba tayong nagdoubt nung college? and nakalagpas naman tayo diba? darating din yung araw na magiging malinaw lahat for us. but then, sana rin mainspire ka sa idea ng starbucks, kate, joy, ateneo grade school, dismissal. :)
yun nga lang doctor ka, ako hopefully, lawyer. :)
aaaw. salamat kate. :)
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