i can breathe

finally, i got to talk to you.although not in person, it's better than not being able to talk to you at all.if you can read this, yes, im relieved.and no, im not about to lecture you or anything like that.i think you already know what i want to tell you if ever magagalit ako sa iyo.and i know, getting mad at you wont do both of us any good.

its been a while since everything happened.and you've asked me to do some things for you.some were pretty easy.others were...let's just say, quite hard.alam ko na i should just do what you want me to do dahil sort of "bridge" lang naman ako.but i couldnt help questioning your decision.i was actually reluctant to do what you asked me to do, but in the end i just had to.i guess you've thought about it pretty hard.you must have.after all, you had a hard time getting in dba?

but i cant help thinking that you're throwing it all away.i think it would have been better for you if you went to ica yesterday (july 8).there was nothing to be afraid of.its not as if, she'd shout at you or humiliate you.she's not like that.she's not even angry.

anyway, i've done what you've told me to do.no sense in not telling her since ikaw na ngsabi na you're not gonna go back.and since you've asked me to do some things for you i have a few favors to ask of you din.

1. take care of yourself.no matter what happens always take care of yourself.if not 4 yourself, then for everyone who cares about you.
2. dont forget that we're here for you.not just me, but all your friends.and your family, although you believe they've done otherwise.