ang labo ko na...

time went by so much faster the past few days...im still bored, but being bored with you is...fun.haha.funny how you can wish as hard as you can for time to stop.though you know it never will.it wouldn't stop for the whole world, much less for me.ang drama!!!!wahaha!!!

i dont want things to change.everything seems perfect right now.but i know it will.eventually.i guess its something i have to accept.but then again, its not easy to let go of heaven when you've found it.

someone told me, you'll know when it hits you.when you can't explain what it is.well, i certainly cant.i cant,no, i dont wanna tell you anything.i dont wanna ruin whatever it is we have right now ( "enjoying the moment"? haha.) everything can be so perfect one minute then so messed up the next.im just scared...of everything...of everything that's happening.

this is all so new to me.you know that, don't you?haha.im pretty sure you do.i have something to tell you.but you have to wait.im sorry.i cant tell you right now.i really really cant.you can ask me about it if you want, but you wont get anything out of me.not just yet.