you did it again

i just read one of your messages *eerrr no, im not gonna post it here* and wla.yes, im at it again...smiling to myself...looking stupid...

in spite of all the funny glances and stares i get from people when they see me like this and the sudden bombardment of questions regarding my current mental state, im loving this blissfull moment.

a moment filled with absolutely nothing but thoughts of you.no frustrations, no loneliness, no doubts, no worries and best of all, no fears.just thoughts of you.you and everything about you.

and after that moment passes, i go back to wonderful reality.reality as i see it.

reality with you-beautiful and perfect.

you have again, gifted me with something no other mortal can give me.

my friends, many-even the greatest-have tried but failed to do what i have just done.

i have just flown to heaven and back in a matter of minutes.