just taking a break from spanish

maybe, everyone at some point in their lives have ruined something.by something, i don't mean an object literally, i mean something abstract.maybe, its not just me.

i seem to have a penchant for ruining friendships.i guess its a burden i have to live with.

telling people how i feel doesnt solve anything.they give advice and try to make me feel better.and yet, despite their efforts, i can see, past their actions and words, that they don't really understand.they dont understand how i feel, how i see myself and what i think of what i have done.though i appreciate their kindness and maybe, sympathy, there are times i'd much rather have people tell me that i DID ruin something special.that it WAS my fault.that i WAS the reason behind it.

sometimes, people go to friends not to be comforted.but to hear the truth.