Heaven Knows - Orange and Lemons

There are times when I'm lying in my bed

How I bellow and cry from this stupid get

And my eyes are like windshields on a rainy day

Almost rubbed-out, swelling as I keep on

Digging my face in these cold hands of mine

Heaven knows how embittered I am

Cause this angel has flown away from me

Leaving me in drunken misery

I should have clipped her wings

And made her mine for all eternity

Now this angel has flown away from me

Thought I had the strength to set her free

I did what I did because I love her so

Will she ever find her way back home to me

I'm so tired, I feel like catching forty-winks

Being up all night in this elbow-room that puts me in a trance

Where hopes and dreams come true

Now, my lips are burning and my eyes are hurting

From these fumes I make, still I light another cigarette

Just to pass my time, oh, heaven knows how embittered I am