walking around eastwood

ang dami kong naisip. mostly about things i'd rather not think about.

you know how when you talk to your friends, you start talking about one thing, then after an hour or so, sobrang layo na ng pinag-uusapan niyo from the topic na inumpisahan niyo?

parang ganun. i ended up trying to find reasons for why i do the things i do. reasons for why i'm here. why even if everything else is pointing the other way, i'm still walking towards you.

i couldn't think of much. i was starting to feel depressed cos my list was short.

buti nlng, i gave up on thinking and just decided to spend my time on something more productive - reading social psy.

"The real reasons people feel the way they do do not go away when people analyze reasons; they just get obscured temporarily by focusing on reasons that are easier to put into words."
- social psy book