sudden realization

when i reach 30..

i don't want to still have to pretend about meeting a "friend".

i don't want to still be forced to meet sons of my mom's friends just to please her.

i don't want to still not be able to introduce the person to my family.

i don't want to still move around the world scared that when i come home, they have already found out from someone else.

by the time i'm 30, i want to be able to say "yes, i like girls. so what?" and not worry about other people's reactions because the people who matter the most have already accepted me.