500

i just got my nmat form a few minutes ago.

and it's staring at me cos i can't move past the 1st page.

i'm gonna keep it now dahil first page plng, kinakabahan na ako.

my future is in those pages. i don't think i'm ready to open them.

after na ng chem exam. friday pa nmn sya due.

...

what if i fail the nmat? what if, first step plng, hindi ko na kaya?

these 3 booklets are intimidating the hell out of me. 500 pesos worth of intimidation.

feeling ko sinisindak nila ako kapag nasa labas sila ng envelope.