now who's crying, desiring to come back to me

i was talking to a friend a while ago about changing facebook statuses.

i realized i'm just a little bit short of craving for something radical. well.. not really radical, but something that will offer rest from the never-ending hiding.

i can feel it building up sometimes.

i'm about to explode and i'm desperately suppressing it because i know now is not the time. and the time is still a long, long way off.

i risk losing my med school education and everything else if i say it too soon. i risk losing myself if i say it too late.

the thing is..

will there ever be a right time?





*title courtesy of the friend i was talking about (thought i wouldn't do it, didn't u? :P )