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You've been crying in front of me for over 30 minutes now. I don't want to see or hear you crying because it hurts to know I'm the cause of it. I hope you get to read this someday, when you're more mature - mature enough to understand why I had to leave. 

I love you. I gave up a lot for you. You may not acknowledge it now but someday I hope you'll remember that I fought so hard for this, for us. And that until the end, that's still what I'm doing.

I want us to have a chance. And for that to happen, I need to leave now before the love I feel for you is eaten away by all your issues. I can't assure you that we will be together again someday. If we end up with different people in the future, then consider this my last effort to save what we have and what we could have had.

I love you.

You Got Some Growing Up to Do
- Joshua Radin

I've been down this road before
I walk out the door

Leave you on the floor

Sometimes you run and hide

Your foolish pride's

What keeps me from

Giving you more

So the best thing I can give to you

Is for me to go

Leave you alone

Cause you got growing up to do

Someday I'll return when its time

For payment in kind

The church bells will chime

You'll stand before me surrounded by lights

Dressed in white

You throw flowers in the air this night

But the best thing I can give to you

Is for me to go

Leave you alone

You got growing up to do

Looks like the rain's pouring down on me

It's drowning me now

And all I want is to come back home

And this old corduroy coat is not keeping me dry

But I can't think of what else to try

That's why the best thing I can give to you

Is for me to go

Leave you alone

You got growing up to do

Yeah, the best thing I can give to you is for me to go

Leave you alone

You got growing up to do