my place

there are times when you feel you can make it through anything and then there are those times when all the crap gets to you.. when you can't play superhero anymore.when you're just so tired.

and for a minute there, you slip and let yourself rest.you stop beating yourself for all the stupid things you've done, and you just accept that then, you thought that was the best thing to do and that nothing can change it.

this weekend, i learned a lot.

I talked about being selfless and fair while i, myself, was being selfish and unjust.

i learned that when you love someone, you don't only tolerate some things you dont really tolerate in others, you dont only make an effort to make everything okay when everything's going wrong, you dont only take care of that someone.

now i know what you mean.

loving you means going to places with you even if i dont want to.loving you means learning how to love/like, or at least tolerate what you love.loving you means accepting what you want, who you want to be friends with, even when it hurts.loving you means setting myself aside and putting you first.

i read somewhere that "there is a place for everything and everything in its place"

i have found my place.

and i have no doubt that is where im supposed to be.

and oh yeah, my place?

it's right here.. beside you.