i feel

...nothing.it took me 2 whole months 2 accept the fact that i cant continue what im doing.i guess, subconsciously, i knew i'd never be able to go that far.not that i cant, i know i can.d lng ako pnayagan...

yesterday, everything just came crashing down on me.the realization i didn't want to accept, the loneliness i've been feeling for the past 2 months, the end of a dream.i didn't want to acknowledge that it was over.i didn't want to cry at first, because i thought crying would make it official.but then, even before the mc sang for the staffers, i cried.

i couldn't hold it back and i was tired of holding it all in.at that moment, when i let my tears fall, i decided to leave it all to Jess.i guess it wasnt meant for me.He had other plans for me and its something im willing to accept, no matter how hard it is for me to do so.

i'll always feel sad when i think about this.it was something i really wanted to do.something i wanted to work hard for.ill be alright, i just need some time.

i still get teary-eyed when i think about everything.but the next time i cry, it'll not only be for what i lost but also for the friends and happy memories i've gained.

Sabi Mo nga dba:
"There is nothing in this world that can happen to me, that You and I cannot handle."