may 27-29, 2005

kakabalik lng from the retreat. :) it was fun w/ nat, ting, jeanne, marj, bern and occasionally lychelle (go yaya ed!!!), ritz and ick. :) bonding magdamag.complete with "jogging" in the morning!yeaaah!!!

......sunog na ata ang cards ni jeanney.....

~we learned a new way of playing pusoy dos....PUSOY DOS ALA FEUDAL WARS!!gotta give credit to ritz :) wahaha!!!didn't play though kasi ngkkwentuhan kami.weeeeh!!!!i'll play next time :) ~

saturday night we played charades.mc against everyone else (w/ 1 traidor ~bern kasi!!!!~) ipag-act ba dw ako?haha tsk tsk...mahal na mahal ko ang mc a...ngayon lng ako ngact sa charades. kapag nagllaro kami lagi lng ako nanghuhula.haha. :) for 1 night pumayag akong magmukhang tanga.haha ok lng.fun nman e.kahit na talo kami... *sniff sniff* how was i supposed to know that "naks" was parallel to "kalabit" and how can you expect fyrinx and zephyrz to know "that's entertainment"?haha! :) ok lang actually na talo kami.it was worth playing.and as if naman it would have made all the difference if we won.friendly game sya kumbaga.

my song pala na chupetta.haha.ngayon ko lang nalaman un.where do people get the titles for songs nowadays?nonsense song nnman ata...

madami pa nangyari e pro syempre i can't tell you everything. :) dapat my hidden parts prin.just to let your imagination wander. :) haha.bsta wlang malisya.

mama's matchmaking habits

birthday ni atchie today!!!happy birthday!!!!! :) haha.

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kasi nga dba birthday ni atchie,si mama nagbiro na dapat daw manlibre si atchie ng coffee.so umakyat ako sa kwarto para sabihin un kay atchie un sabi ni mama.si atchie naman takbo agad pababa.sunod naman ako.so nagend up ung tatlong babae sa bahay nasa baba tapos ung tatlong lalaki nanonood ng dvd sa taas.

so we had a little bonding session.

nag-umpisa nanaman sa matchmaking si mama.ewan ko ba kung bakit ang hilig ng mga nanay gawin yan.papakilala ka sa mga anak ng kaibigan nya.tapos sasabihin na bawal ka pa magboyfriend.ang ironic no?parang hindi mo alam kung maiinis ka o matatawa ka sa ganung statement.

anyway, after a few rounds of jokes and teasing:

mama : i'm lonely.i'm not happy.
me : bakit?
mama : kasi wala pang boyfriend si atchie.e 21 na yan no.
me : ang sama mo mama *laughs*

~nagdecide na si atchie na magcomment~

atchie : oo nga mama ang sama mo.bakit gus2 mo na magkaboyfriend na kami?lagot ka kay papa kapag nalaman niya yan.
mama : hindi no
atchie : sabi mo kanina kaya ka malungkot kasi wala akong boyfriend dba shobe?
me : haha oo nga.
mama : sory mali lang nasabi ko.meaning ko kasi 21 ka na.dapat at least may mga kilala kang mga lalaki.
atchie : bakit wala ba?
me : ma, bakit ang hilig hilig niyo magkai siao ng mga tao?hobby niyo ata yan ng mga kaibigan mo e.
atchie : oo nga ma.dati pinakilala niyo si.... *mentions names of people and citing examples of my mom's matchmaking escapades*
mama : *laughs* syempre gus2 namin na magkaron ng ok na asawa mga anak namin no.and wala lang para lang may frriends din kayo.

~what comes next is my mom's really pessimistic view on the male population~

mama : hindi niyo ba alam na konti nalang ang matinong lalaki sa mundo ngayon?ganito yan:

kunwari may 50 na lalaki.half ng lalaki na un bakla.so 25 nalang.about 15 of the 25 are taken.so 10 nalang.half of the 10 are either unbearably ugly (promise si mama nagsabi nito) or consistent jerks.so out of the 50 guys only 5 are truly elligible.

me : ang sama mo mama.bakit ganyan isip mo?
atchie : oo nga.
mama : e ganun kami mag-isip e.

tingnan mo nga naman.hindi ba parang doomed na ang human race kung ganyan mag-isip lahat ng tao?tsk tsk...tinatawanan lang namin nin atchie si mama.

sorry a ma.pero minsan lang talaga ung mga naiisip mo kakaiba e. :) haha.pero its ok.we still love you. ;)

sorry sorry sorry

sorry sa mga tao na nsusungitan ko...actually nag-iisa ka lng ata...alm mo naman siguro kung sino ka...i dont wanna mention any names...hehe...sorry tlga.d sinasadya...sudden outbursts lng...

haha...please don't ask me "bakit ang sungit mo?!" kasi u know what happened.i'm still feeling the after effects of it kaya medyo ganito pa rin ako.sabog and all that.

i can laugh about it na for one thing.pero there's still that feeling na parang hindi pa tapos.that there's more.that my "escape" was too easy.too quick to be real.

basta i assure you hindi ako galit sayo, i'm just really irritable...hindi naman ako nagagalit or naiinis agad, pro mas mabilis ako mainis than usual...

ano ba to...

ano na bang nangyayari sakin?....

wla akong gana kumain...wala din ako gana gumawa ng anything...i feel wierd....

d ako mapakali...i want to do something useless...something that's not productive....

paumanhin lang po

okay....medyo nawala na ng konti galit ko...

sa mga kilala ko, alm niyong hindi ako mabilis magalit.alm din ninyong kapag nagalit ako hindi ganon katindi.sory wag kayo matakot.haha.special case kasi ung bwisit na yun.rarely na ngagalit ako ng gnun.actually ngyon lang ata.basta sory.haha.

maglalabas lang ng galit

***tinanggal ko na ung original na nakasulat dito...kung hindi ninyo nakita, wag niyo na alamin kung anong nakasulat.hayaan niyo na.***

hay salamat!

the worst is over...

kung ang taong involved ay marunong tumupad sa usapan d ko na sya mkkta magpakailanman...last na ung next week....buti nman!!!!dahil kung hinde baka sapak na ang abutin nya!!!

sa dalawang kasama ko kahapon ng umaga, kung nababasa nyo to, maraming salamat.ang dami nangyari that day.simula umaga hanggang hapon, magkasama tayo.couldn't have gone through those 3 hours (almost 3 hours) without you two.love ko na kyong dalawa sbra!wahaha!!!salamat din sa maraming tubig at coffee *wink*

ung fc choir nung may 14, once again, sorry sa mga pinagsasasabi at pinaggagagawa ko.actually ok lng e kc ttoo nman that i love you guys. :) haha.walang lalabas a please.haha.alm ko na kahiya-hiya ung nngyari *snicker* pro walang hiyaan sa fc e! :) wahaha!!!

*note to self*
sa susunod na gagawa ka ng malaking katangahan, mag-isip muna ha kung may madadamay bang iba at paki siguraduhin mo na din na wala kang gagawin pagkatapos...

sorry God

God won't give you something you can't handle.If He gave it to you, then He knows you can surpass it.Just hang in there.

it's what people always say.actually, cnsbi ko dn yan.pro it's hard to follow your own advice.some may find it hard to believe pro ngyon prang d ko kayang mnwala dyan.what if He made a mistake and gave you something you can't take?

......but God doesn't make mistakes......what should i do?!im so lost....

thorn in my life

LEAVE ME ALONE!!!

PWEDE BA TIGILAN MO NA AKO!!!

KNG NGMMURA LNG AKO MINURA NA KTA MTGAL NA!!!

happy debut!!! :)

18 na c ady! :) khpon pa actually. :) pmnta ako sa debut nya tpos 3 lng kmi sa table.me, caresse and ritz. :) haha.buti nlng dumating c ritz kc f hinde e d 2 lng kmi ni caresse.ms wird pa un dba?anyway we had fun nman. :) haha.ng-usap usap lng ata kmi most of d tym...and d food was not that good. :) pro ok na dn. :)

funny incident:
we were eating this roast beef w/ buttered veggies i think.ngcomment c ritz.
ritz : d ko msydo gus2 ung beef.tingnan mo o *points to her food* d ko nga msyado ginalaw.i just took one slice tpos ayko na.pro nakain ko ung veggies.
me : o nga e.ako dn d ko maubos.

~btw caresse was really hungry when we arrived~

caresse : oo nga.

~when she agreed w/ us, she was still trying to eat her food.so tingin kmi sa plato nya.~

ritz : agree nman sya pro tingnan mo ung pagkain nya!ubos na! *laughs*
me : oo nga no!

~caresse was laughing na dn.pro she was still trying to eat her food (w/c was i think prang wla na ntira except ung veggies and taba ata ng beef~

caresse : sayang no!!! *still eating*
me : haha wg ka mg-alala!kng gs2 mo pa u can have mine! :) or ung kay ritz!
caresse : tse!

i guess sbra lng sya gutom nng tym na un :) haha it might not seem funny right now but it sure was funny the time it happened. :) haha.

anyway nlate pa nga kmi actually sa debut e.my deal kmi ni caresse na kng cnu una ddting sa manila hotel, iintayin ung isa dumtng sa lobby.c caresse ung nauna. :) so inntay nya ko tpos pgpsok nmin c ady ppsok na dpat.bsta gnun.

Embarassing incident:
nkaupo na kmi ni caresse tpos ung table nmin mdyo gitna sya.nng 2mwag c ritz, kakadting long ni ady sa hrap ng room.d pa nkasilent phone ni caresse so there's a big chance na nrinig ng mga tao ngrring phone nya. :) haha anyway, sbi nmin kay ritz na ssunduin nlng nmin sya.so nngyri, pgdating ni ady sa hrap kming 2 ni caresse bgla tumayo tpos tumakbo plabas ng room hinhanap namin c ritz. :) nng tym na un nakaupo pa ung mom ni ady sa likod nmin.

dmi nngyri dat night, mron pa e nngyri kay caresse nng pblik sya gling cr :) d ko na ikkwen2 :) haha.