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happy birthday pa.

revenge

pic from postsecret

hindi ko alam kung masama ba to kasi gusto niya ng revenge.. or sad ba kasi insecure siya at hindi naniniwalang kaya nyang gawin un.

because it's 4:12am

I just got a random quote from a friend.

The only way to know someone truly loves you is when after you’ve turned him down, you see him rise from the fall, walk up to you and say, “I love you more now than I ever did before."

Isn't it funny how we sometimes interpret this as sheer stupidity?

I know I do sometimes.

Goodnight.

taking it out on everything else but..

I finally decided to just blog it out. It' s been bothering me since early afternoon.

I've known for a long time that little things matter to me. They make things special, they keep things from being boring and routine. What I didn't know was that they hurt me as well.

Little things matter.. Something as simple as your address, your phone number, your favorite color, food, whatever. They all matter. Isn't that why they're the questions you ask first when you're "getting to know" someone?

Because when people remember, it shows you they're paying attention. It shows you they care enough to pay attention.

P.S. I'm disappointed in you. How could it be that I only started to talk to her less than a week ago and she knew where I live.. You didn't.

and that's why many people are annoyed at you.

go away.

on a lighter note

i was able to watch a rerun of grey's anatomy during the holidays. can i just say, i so delayed in all the tv series i was watching before. i don't even know how to catch up anymore. anyway..

*****

Meredith: I'm not cut out for bright and shiny.
Derek: We can be dull and lifeless together.

*****

I want someone who can be dull and lifeless with me at the moment. I want someone who can be dull and lifeless with me even if it takes me forever to get back on my feet, even if I can never be bright and shiny.

I'm tired of being that person for other people. I want someone to be that person for me, for a change.