Anu ba!!!!

remember when i said that i'm teaching arts and crafts?....well i am...and everyday except on weekends my cousin picks me up at home and drops me off dn in the afternoon.anyway the 1st few days, i'd wake up at 8 am kc sbi nla he'd pick me up at around 9.by 9 i was ready.but he came by at around 10:30.eventually i'd wake up at 9:30 and be ready by 10.he'd pick me up 10:30 prin.pro my rare tyms na nsundo nya na ako by 10.

anyway 2day, ang gling.i woke up at 9:30.was ready by 10.the art classes end at around 11:30-12.so by 10:45 nng wla pa sya, nwwirdohan na ko.i had nothing to do so i waited and waited and i waited some more....and i waited again.pgtingn ko sa watch ko lo and behold!!!12 na pla!

inis...d man lng tmwag 2 say na d nya ko ssunduin or sumthing...kng alm ko lng na d nya ko ssunduin e d sna n2lg nlng ako ult...

entomophobia/insectophobia

as a child, i was always afraid of bugs.especially cockroaches...both the crawling and flying kind.
about one and a half years ago,i actually believed i've conquered my fear of cockroaches.only to find out yesterday-or rather really really early this morning- that i was still afraid of them.

is it possible for a phobia or something to come back?....hhhmm... *shrug* anyway, this is how i rediscovered my fear of cockroaches...

because it's summer and all, both my sisters and i were still awake at 2 am.she was surfing on the internet and i was reading a book.to save electricity, my mum decided that we should sleep in my brother's room.pra d mgastos sa aircon.tpos ung shoti ko lumipat sa room ng parents ko. so 3 kmi sa kwarto:ako, c atchie and c ahia.by that time, my brother was already asleep...for about 30 mins.so we were doing our own thing...my brother sleeping, my sister surfing the net and me reading a book.i was feeling drowsy ng biglang sumigaw atchi ko "flying ipis!!!!!" nwla bgla antok ko.pti ahia ko ngising tpos takbo kmi palabas ng kwarto.it was 2 am in the morning and d 3 of us were causing suh a riot just because of 1 damn flying ipis.lmipat kmi sa kabilang kwarto (our room not my parents' room) and my brother and i were seriously thinking of sleeping there instead.despite our not having any pillows and blankets and stuff.atchie on the other hand, really wanted to go back to her computer.kc my kung cnong kausp sa ym.eventually, d na nmin mkta kng san na ung ipis kya bumalik na kmi....

anyway, ngyon i get really edgy wen i see a cockroach.feeling ko it can sense my fear and it gets pleasure from it...npparanoid na ata ako?.... (prang nkkhawa ung pagkaparanoid mo caresse? :p)
tpos feeling ko llpitan ako or sumthing.....

tkot dn ako sa multo....and since ghosts are often associated w/ d dark then i guess im afraid of the dark too....

looking stupid....

hmmm...nkarma ata ako?...remember i said na ngpabunot ako/tps d sya namamaga?...weeeelll... namamaga na sya ngyon.konti lng.mdyo d prn halata.but if u look close enough and long enough mpapansin mo. :) ok lng kc d prin sya sumskit.....come to think of it...i won't mention anything about not feeling the pain nlng...bka mkarma nnman ako bglang sumkit. *knock on wood 3 times*

tooth extraction

i had 2 tooth extractions done this morning...kc dw ung wisdom tooth ko impacted so kelngan bunutin kng nde mccra sya.tpos kpg ncra sya kelngn dn bunutn.w/c will be more painful than if ngyon ako ngpabunot.kc kpg cra na dw d na mgwwork ung anesthesia.anyway it wasn't so bad.

the fear was worse than the pain....

before they inject me w/ anesthesia my prang cream na nllgay sa gums.anesthesia dn un e.haha.tpos tska ka nla iinject w/ the other kind of anestheisa.promise ang hirap mgslita kpg my anesthesia ung bibig mo.prang 'fat lip" feeling.haha.

during the process itself,wla ka tlga mffil.mffil mo lng na my pressure and na gngalaw ung tooth pro there's no pain.mdyo nkakangawit lng nga sa jaw pro it was fine.

sbi ng dentist and ng mum ko and practically everyone i know who had a tooth extraction, kpg nwla na dw ung anesthesia tska mo mffil ung skit.as in sbrang skit dw.when my brother had his tooth extracted, he was in so much pain he had to keep his mouth open the whole time.kc ung upper tooth nya tmatama dw dn sa binunutan kya mskit sbra if nkaclose mouth nya.and he had to sleep with his mouth open too.

pro for some wierd reason, hanggang ngyon d ko pa nffil ung pain.as in kmnta pa nga ako sa fc mass knina e.prang d ako ngpabunot ng dalawang ngipin.and d dn sya namamaga so prang wla tlgang nangyri.when i talk my wierd feeling sa side ng mouth.but its not painful.i think my mum thought i would be writhing in pain kc nga 2 dba?pro when she called to check up on me, ngulat sya kc cnbi ng ahia ko (sya ung smgot ng phone) na nkahiga ako nanood ng tv and i was even laughing kc i was watching FRIENDS (phoebe was hilarious!).

anyway, right now im really hungry kc im on an ice cream diet.some people may thinkna that's one diet they'd be happy to be on but really!!!you'll most probably starve.HINDI NKKBUSOG ANG ICE CREAM!!!not to mention the fact that you have to eat it in about 20 minutes or you'll be eating/drinking a milkshake.

because im unable to chew anything yet, i have to eat something that doesn't need chewing.tpos the dentist said ideally, cold food would be better.so, ice cream.it was good for the first half hour or so.ngyon sawa na ko sa ice cream...

so anong kinalabasan ng tooth extraction ko?...besides the ice cream diet w/c will only be followed during the 1st day (yes!!i can eat food tom!!)...im on a forced diet.the kind wherein you actually lose weight.i can only eat soft food.

oh well...at least its food :) not ice cream...haha...

im currently into...

playing "point and click" adventure games on the internet.

i know i know...sounds lame...

what do you expect me to do when i'm stuck inside the house with nothing to do?!bka mamatay ako of boredom...i practice my guitar in the afternoon and play games at night! :)

there's a link to some of the games i've played.try some of them. :)

On the road

i just took my 1st driving lesson today! :) haha!!!mdyo nkklito pla mgdrive....dpat mron kang hand and foot and eye coordination.wahaha!! :) muntik na ko mkabangga ng tricycle.pro other than that, okay nman.haha.sbrang lamig lng nga sa car.d lng ako mkcomplain kc ung ngtturo sa akn prang init na init e.haha.

hopefully, when i learn to drive i won't be like my sister.ng-arl nga mgdrive, d nman ngddrive.gs2 ko nga sbhin sknya na sayang lng ung gnastos nya sa driving lessons e.pro bka mgkaron lng ng away.i think she's a bit sensitive about that topic.lgi nya cnsbi na kc wla dw syang practice and ayw dw sya ipadrive.pro kpg pnpdrive sya ssbhin nya ayw nya kc traffic or tntmad sya or mskt ulo nya or something.sa ttoo lng a, tngn ko nga tkot lng sya mgdrive e.she's not being teased as the "coward" in the family for nothing you know.she's afraid of lots of things.i guess its normal.who isn't afraid of anything anyway?she's just more "prone" to fear than most people.haha. ;p

Sad~Worried~Happy

my dog died the other day....

sad...pro ok na dn un cguro...i got her nung 1993.tpos nung tym na un my kidney problem na sya.pro she didn't die of it dw.she died because of old age...sbi nla a...

you know what they say?that dogs are the most loyal animals on earth? *about to make a connection* and you know how some people believe that others die of broken hearts or sadness or something lyk that?is it possible for a dog to die of sadness?

i cant deny the fact that i didn't care for her the best way i can.she was most of the time locked up (ayw palabas ng dad ko kc ccraain dw nya ung plants sa garden).i often forgot to give her medication.and i rarely gave her a bath.cla yaya lgi ngpapaligo.i never played with her, i always played with my cats or the other dog.but never with her.i guess kc i thought i would only give her a hard tym.on account of everytime i played w/ her she'd always bump into things and eventually she'd get lots of scratches.she was blind by the way.pro she knows my voice and she knows my smell.everytym she hears my voice or if i pass by her cage she lifts her head up.and everytym i just ignored her.it must have caused her much sadness to feel that she couldn't please me as much anymore.i cared.i just never took the time to show it.

*****

my oldest male cat,cinnamon went in for an operation today.i dropped him off sa animal house at about 930 in the morning and went back for him at 4 in the afternoon.it was not because of a sickness or something.i just had him neutered.

e kc nman no, we have 3 female cats(sugar,mm and star) and another male (oreo) - pro oreo's too little pa to show any interest in having babies.anyway recently nanganak ung 3 female.so we have 9 kittens now.tpos aftr a few weeks in heat nnman c cinnamon.if we dont do something we'll be overflowing with cats soon.kya ayun.

yeah i know it sounds mean.pro i'd rather have him neutered than to have loads of homeless kittens.wla akong balak mag-alaga ng sobrang daming pusa.no matter how much i love them. enough na ang 5.or 6.

anyway, mdyo matamlay sya ngyon, c cinnamon i mean.he's not meowing loudly,actually he's not meowing at all.and he seems to be more malambing than usual.and he got 2 wounds on his face, one on each side, kc while waiting for me the vet put him in a cage.he was trying to get out and got scratches in the process.it wasnt deep though.so ngyon nnd2 sya inside the house instead of being w/ the other cats (they have their own room) kc inaaway sya nung iba, apparently he smells different.ok na dn un.it will allow time for his wounds to heal.

inalarm ko phone ko pra d ko mklimutan painumn sya ng gmot.so i have 3 alarms everyday.kc 3x a day ung gmot nya.i hope he'll be back to normal soon.

*****

you know unkymoods?haha!and cute no?....wla lng.naaaliw ako e.i was surfing the net, tpos i was looking at the websites my brothers go to and i saw unkymoods.com.e ncurious ako kng anu un kc mdyo wierd ung name.kya tiningnan ko.haha.bka my blog dn cla dat i dont know abt?....kya dey went to that site?haha.if they have a blog i want to see it!!! :) but i dont want them to see mine.

haha.im such a meanie... >:P

Something to think about

THE ONE FLAW IN WOMEN

By the time the Lord made woman, he was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?"

And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her?

She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart-and she will do everything with only two hands."

The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish."

"But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart.

She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the woman."But you have made her so soft, Lord."

"She is soft," the Lord agreed, "but I have also made her tough. You have no idea what she can endure or accomplish." "Will she be able to think?", asked the angel.

The Lord replied, "Not only will she be able to think, she will be able to reason and negotiate."

The angel then noticed something, and reaching out, touched the woman's cheek. "Oops, it looks like you have a leak in this model. I told you that you were trying to put too much into this one."

"That's not a leak," the Lord corrected, "that's a tear!" "What's the tear for?" the angel asked. The Lord said, "The tear is her way of expressing her joy, her sorrow, her pain, her disappointment, her love, her loneliness, her grief and her pride."

The angel was impressed. "You are a genius, Lord. You thought of everything! Woman is truly amazing." And she is! Women have strengths that amaze men.

They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy.

They smile when they want to scream.

They sing when they want to cry.

They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous.

They fight for what they believe in.

They stand up to injustice.

They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution.

They go without so their family can have.

They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.

They love unconditionally.

They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards.

They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding.

Their hearts break when a friend dies.

They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left.

They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors.

They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about you. The heart of a woman is what makes the world keep turning.

They bring joy, hope and love.

They have compassion and ideals.

They give moral support to their family and friends.

Women have vital things to say and everything to give.

HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN, IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH.

Author Unknown

What do you think?

since i have absolutely nothing to do and i am stuck here, at home, i might as well...........................
answer some quizzes!!! (what fun!!!)


Your Heart is Pink

What Color is Your Heart?
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...hmmm....im not very pleased w/ this.i dont know if i should agree...but the fact that i dont like pink should be enough to make me disagree.haha jowk! :) i AM generally a happy person.once i start laughing i have a hard time stopping.i love to laugh.ITS FUN TO LAUGH! :) haha!!
...and yeah, having a "pink heart" can be kinda gross.



You are a
protector.
Yes, you don't like to kill people. That goes
against everything you belive in. It's not that
you are a coward, but your ideals and morals
wouldn't allow it. You are the typical hero, do
the righteous things, get the bad guys and do
it all legally. But just because you don't kill
doesn't mean you can't kick ass. And that is
what you do. You use your brain and your
strength to do honourable deeds and protect
people you know and love. If an evil guy is
going to take over the world soon, it's you who
will get involved. You hate watching innocents
suffer, and love seeing bad people getting what
they deserve. You are probably also happy and
optimistic and work pretty good in groups. And
the friends you usually make are true ones.

Main weapon: Anything at all
Quote: "You only live once, but if
you do it right, once is enough" -Joe
Lewis
Facial expression: Smile

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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this is okay..im a hero know!!!wahaha!!i dont know if i'll be saving any lives soon but i guess im up for it. :) haha.



Your Hidden Power Is Water
You have a rather calm soul, but when tempted
will get pissed off at those who bug you. You
do whatever you can in your powers to help
those of your allies and have a okay taste for
human kind, but you find them rather annoying
on occasions.

Gem Stone: Saphire, Eye Color:Ice
Blue,Hair Color:Dark Blue that's long
that goes to your waist.

Quote:If you wait for me
Then I'll come for you. Although I've travelled
far, I always hold a place for you
In my heart. If you think of me, If you miss me
once in a while, Then I'll return to you. I'll
return and fill that space in your heart

What Is Your True Hidden Power? .::Beautiful Anime Pics::.
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HAHA!!!!yan!!!!kya wg nyo kong glitin!!!bka lunurin ko kyo!!!*evil laugh*
maybe if i get annoyed w/ you, i'll squirt you w/ water...mixed w/ chili powder...
in the eye!!*evil laugh again*
i have dark blue hair...ok lng i guess.haha its close to black.haha.



Cocktail
?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ??
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its sort of ironic that i took this test...cause i don't drink at all...not one bit...but i think being a "cocktail" is nice...although i have no idea what it tastes like and stuff...



innocent kiss - you're cute and sweet and like it
that way
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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i dont know if this is true....haha...obviously you cant kiss yourself on the lips! haha!my kacornihan strikes again!!haha!but people say i am sweet. :) plus i like the picture.its just so adorable!!!



In your eyes, people see brightness in
everything.... and I mean... EVERYTHING! You're
so optimistic and think of everything as just a
new adverture! You're very energetic, happy,
fun, and loving. Everyone seems to want to be
just like you because you're a great example of
people who live life to its fullest! You don't
really have a sanctuary... That is... Besides
the whole world.
What Lies Behind Your Eyes?
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yeah im pretty optimistic.and im happy almost all the time...i have my sad times too, you know...rare as it may seem.haha.im not sure though if im living my life or have lived my life to the fullest,so far.i have a small list of things that i wish i'd done when i was given the chance.haha.but i guess everyone has a small list of their own,right?



You are a nature loving anime girl.You love all
types of animals and care for them.You are a
calm person and loves to have people around.You
love to be outside just admiring your
surroundings and playing with the animals that
are around.Now just if you keep loving the
nature pretty soon everyone is going to copy
you maybe i'm really not sure.But do what you
do best and it will soon pay off ^_^
If You Were An Anime Character What Would You Look Like?(Girls Only)
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so....okay.if ever i turn into an anime character this is what i'll look like.so if you see this girl walking around, dont forget, it's me! :) its true i love nature.its just so calming to be surrounded by trees and flowers.and i like rain.not typhoons just rain.kya nga dba ngyon ngdidilig na ko ng garden! :) wahaha!i promise you its fun. :) i have one question though.... i have green hair?!

*****

i dont know why i keep taking tests with anime pictures as results.i dont even watch anime.its not that i dont like them, there's just always something better to watch. *big grin*

Grabe nman!!!!

Just yesterday, we ate dinner at t-boy.the one in promenade.the whole family.including my dad mind you-its a rare sight to see us as a whole family w/o any special occasion.the dinner when okay.no arguements or anything.and i was starting to think that there may still be hope for my dad after all.hope of him being a family man.

hey he lives with us and everything but he rarely spends time with us.and when he does we end up doing something we hate.like shopping for hours just looking for a golf club he wants.his weekends are spent playing golf.we used to complain but we eventually got used to it.

anyway when the bill came my dad decided to use a credit card.fine, no problem with that.my mom handed the bill back to the waiter and we waited for him to return the credit card.then my dad's impatience kicked in.

after about 2 minutes of waiting
papa:waiter bkt ang tgal?
waiter:sandali lng po sir kc mdyo short kmi sa staff e. (the restaurant was packed with people)
papa:pki bilisan nga.
waiter:opo sir.sori po.

aftr a few seconds my mom decided to join my dad
mama:hay nako!ang tgal tgal!
atchie:mama intay ka lng no.mlapit na yan.ang dmi dmi nlang cnserve e.
papa:twgin mo nga ult ung waiter!

my sister calls the waiter again
waiter:yes sir?
papa:ano ba yan?!mgbabayad lng kmi bkt ang tgal tgal pa?! (he's not shouting a.he says he's just raising his voice a little bit pra dw mtkot ung waiter)
waiter:sori po tlga sir.mdmi kasing ngbabayad.mlpit na po sir.

by this time i'm irritated at both my parents.

then aftr a few seconds ult
mama: *sumisilip na sa counter* bkt ba ang tgal?!
papa:kanina pa kmi ngiintay a!
waiter:sori sir.ito na po.thank you po sir.

pglbas nmin, my guard sa lbas.sbi nya "pls come again" when my dad heard this he said to my mom in a whisper "pngit pngit ng service e bkt tyo bblik?!"

i really hate it when my dad becomes like this.he's so impatient!!!ms worse pa sya kaysa sa shoti ko.my brother knows better than to bully the waiters around just because they let him wait for 5 mins no.sya hinde!!!!he just had to get all bossy.im more considerate w/ my mom kc she had a bad day.so it was sort of okay for her to let out a little steam.pro my dad...ins tlga.hey dont get me wrong.i love my dad.its just that sometimes he really knows how to annoy people.

Nangangarap..libre naman diba? :)

i've been trying to learn how to play the guitar on my own...to no avail.haha.sbi nila its the easiest instrument to learn kya daw many people learn it through self-study.i think i'm about to disprove this theory of theirs.

or maybe my fingers are just not cut out for stringed instruments...maybe they're only meant for the piano or the keyboard...

a phrase comes to mind: try and try until you succeed.yes i know...gasgas na gasgas na yan!but hey, it fits the situation anyway. :)

So boring...!

Exagg!!!Sobra boring sa bahay...at least d na ako msyado mbbored.kc niyaya ako ng auntie ko mgturo ng arts and crafts to little kids. :) that'll take care of my everyday mornings.tpos cguro ms d na ko mbbored wen i get home - mga after 12 noon - kc aftr i eat lunch i'm gonna give one of my cats a bath.one cat everyday. :) since i have 5 cats im not gonna be bored for one 'school week'.i'll be finished mga 3:30 cguro.believe it or not, dhil sa sbrang wla mgwa d2 sa bahay ngdidilig na ako ng garden ngyon.haha.and here's something even wierder.i'm actually MAKING TIME for it.i actually consider watering plants fun these days.haha.this is what my life's been reduced to.

a good 30 mins-2 hours of my everyday life is spent playing the piano.despite the fact that i'm always telling my piano teacher that i hate playing the piano but in truth i actually love doing so.wahaha!!!! :) im not telling her anytime soon though...

mdyo mpride dn ako no :) haha kya ngyon im learning songs i like on my own.ayko sbihin sknya dat there are songs that i actually want to play kc that would imply that i love playing the piano.which is the exact opposite of what im telling her. :) i have to fix this.haha.or i'll forever be denying the fact that i love playing the instrument.

the rest of my day is spent either reading a book, playing computer games (nasasawa na ako actually) or making gifts for fc people whose birthdays are coming up. :) the latter is fun but rather exhausting.and im running out of ideas.after one school year ka ba nmang gumawa ng gifts for people, at least 3 tyms a month, d ka ba nman mauubusan ng ideas.sori pla sa mga taong wlang gift from fc or nklimutan ko ung bday. :) i was either too lazy to do anything at that time or i just completely forgot about it...hehe sory.

at least someone here doesn't find being stuck at home boring.kc the only thing my shoti does is play computer games all day.except when i'm using the computer,usually gabi nman ako gumamit e so wala syang angal.haha.

but really, i have to find something more productive to do.i dont want to go to my 1st day in college only to find out that my mind's become all rusty because of all the "bumming around" i've been doing this summer.

Just sharing my thoughts

i just erased my last post.kc bka my mkkta nun e obvious na abt sknya un.haha.un ung bad thing kpg nlman ng family na my blog ka.kpg my nngyri sa family d mo msbi kng nu nffil mo abt it and stuff.kc u know dat if u post something about it in your blog they'll get to read it tpos u'll feel awkward after.d pa nman ako ung taong ngppkta kng nu nffil nya.if kunwari ins ako syo u'll figure it out eventually kc d kta msyado kkauspin and stuff.some people never find out na ins ako sknla.w/c is okay kc sbra bilis lng mwla ins ko.if nains ako sa isang tao ngyon after mga 1 hour cguro wla na.mnsan a few minutes lng ok na.and mtgal before ako mains.and magalit.ung mga nkakausp ko nppansin nla na mdalas ko sbihin na "nkakains tlga" pro i rarely mean it.kc kng ins na tlga ako d ko cnsbi.haha.some people find it wierd na gnun pro for me normal lng sya.haha.ang labo ko tlga...

Being stupid...

i just created my own blog...after - sad to say - one hour of figuring things out. I finally gave in to my friend's request! :) caresse nasan ka?nkkta mo to?my sriling blog na ko.Gumawa ako nito w/ you in mind, dahil mron one time na nguusap tyo sa phone tpos kinukulit mo lng ako gmwa ng blog.well here it is!haha.anyway i dont know how things work yet so i'll go "discover" stuff first.