my place

there are times when you feel you can make it through anything and then there are those times when all the crap gets to you.. when you can't play superhero anymore.when you're just so tired.

and for a minute there, you slip and let yourself rest.you stop beating yourself for all the stupid things you've done, and you just accept that then, you thought that was the best thing to do and that nothing can change it.

this weekend, i learned a lot.

I talked about being selfless and fair while i, myself, was being selfish and unjust.

i learned that when you love someone, you don't only tolerate some things you dont really tolerate in others, you dont only make an effort to make everything okay when everything's going wrong, you dont only take care of that someone.

now i know what you mean.

loving you means going to places with you even if i dont want to.loving you means learning how to love/like, or at least tolerate what you love.loving you means accepting what you want, who you want to be friends with, even when it hurts.loving you means setting myself aside and putting you first.

i read somewhere that "there is a place for everything and everything in its place"

i have found my place.

and i have no doubt that is where im supposed to be.

and oh yeah, my place?

it's right here.. beside you.

hay nako!!

some guys can be so rude

period.

feel better lor, wala naman tayong magagawa kung wala silang pinag-aralan.

its been a long time

ang tgal ko na pla d nagsusulat sa blog ko. :P marami akong kelangan gwin pro balik muna sandali sa buhay na hindi umiikot sa pag-aaral.

huling pagsulat noong august 7... hmm... madami ng nngyri sa loob ng 9 na araw..

may malungkot, may masaya.masyadong marami para isulat at masyadong personal para ikalat sa lahat.

sa totoo lng, hindi na ako natutuwa.

merong mga bagay na hindi ko dapat nararamdaman pero nandito, totoo, buhay.may mga bagay na sana hindi ko nalang naalala pero hindi pwede, hindi kaya, hindi mabura.may mga bagay na kahit anong pilit mo, hindi makalimutan, hindi matanggal sa isipan.may mga bagay na kelan man ayokong tanggapin pero kelangan, kahit masakit kelangan.

sa mga nakakabasa, wag niyo na alamin.sa akin na lang to.

para sayo, wag ka mag-alala.mahal na mahal kita.

I've Got You - McFly

The world would be a lonely place
Without the one that puts a smile on your face
So hold me 'til the sun burns out
I won't be lonely when I'm down

'Cause I've got you to make me feel stronger
When the days are rough and the hour seems much longer

I never doubted you at all
The stars collide, will you stand by and watch them fall?
So hold me 'til the sky is clear
And whisper words of love right into my ear

'Cause I've got you to make me feel stronger
When the days are rough and the hour seems much longer
Yeah, when I've got you
Oh to make me feel better
When the nights are long they'll be easier together

Looking in your eyes
Hoping they won't cry
And even if they do
I'll be in bed close to you
To hold you through the night
And you'll be unaware
But if you need me I'll be there

Yeah, I've got you
Oh to make me feel stronger
When the days are rough and the hour seems much longer
Yeah, coz' I've got you to make me feel better
When the nights are long they'll be easier together
YEah, I've got you

just taking a break from spanish

maybe, everyone at some point in their lives have ruined something.by something, i don't mean an object literally, i mean something abstract.maybe, its not just me.

i seem to have a penchant for ruining friendships.i guess its a burden i have to live with.

telling people how i feel doesnt solve anything.they give advice and try to make me feel better.and yet, despite their efforts, i can see, past their actions and words, that they don't really understand.they dont understand how i feel, how i see myself and what i think of what i have done.though i appreciate their kindness and maybe, sympathy, there are times i'd much rather have people tell me that i DID ruin something special.that it WAS my fault.that i WAS the reason behind it.

sometimes, people go to friends not to be comforted.but to hear the truth.

9 9 9

*grin*

happy monthsary. :) i love you.