生活继续

life goes on

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

I Will

Who knows how long I've loved you
You know I love you still
Will I wait a lonely lifetime
If you want me to--I will

For if I ever saw you
I didn't catch your name
But it never really mattered
I will always feel the same

Love you forever and forever
Love you with all my heart
Love you whenever we're together
Love you when we're apart

And when at last I find you
Your song will fill the air
Sing it loud so I can hear you
Make it easy to be near you
For the things you do endear you to me
You know I will
I will

me and my world

me: but i have to open my world to other people as well.
me: i've spent practically my whole life in the company of chinese people.
me: the world's such a big place...i cant possibly limit myself to chinese people.

not that i have anything against chinese.i am chinese after all...i just don't understand why its such a big deal to them whether our friends and future husbands/wives are chinese or not...

ipagshift ba ako sa management dahil lng wla akong chinese blockmates?that's so stupid..

race wont dictate what im gonna do in my life.nor will it dictate who im gonna be friends with.it WILL always be a factor.but my decisions WONT and will NEVER revolve around it.

sorry..bitter e..

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

i never stopped believing

you just love scaring me, don't you?

"no matter how long and exhausting our arguments get, you know that in the end...i'll always come back to you."

and i'll always be here for you to come back to.

just when i really believed...

****: feeling ko im keeping you away from your life...maybe i should just stop.
me: stop what?
****: stop everything.

just do whatever you think you need to do.

it's ok.

we're friends first before anything...

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

I Promise You

no, i didn't watch the backstreet boys concert last friday.but my sister did.and her watching it reminded me of this song. :D


It's in the silences
The words you never say
I see it in your eyes
It always starts the same way
It seems like everyone we know is breaking up
Does anybody ever stay in love, anymore?

I promise you
From the bottom of my heart
I will love you till death do us part
I promise you as a lover and a friend
I will love you like I never love again
With everything I am

I see you look at me
When you think I'm not aware
You're searching for clues
Of just how deep my feelings are
How do you prove the sky is blue, the oceans wide?
All I know is what I feel
When I look into your eyes

I promise you
From the bottom of my heart
I will love you till death do us part
I promise you as a lover and a friend
I will love you like I never love again
With everything that I am

There are no guarantees
That's what you always say to me
But late at night I feel the tremble in your touch
What I'm trying to say to you
I never said to anyone
I promise

I promise you
From the bottom of my heart
I will love you till death do us part
(I do my darling I promise you)
I promise you as a lover and a friend
I will love you like I never love again
With everything I am

I promise you
From the bottom of my heart
I will love you till death do us part
( I love you I love you I love you I love you)
I promise you as a lover and a friend
I will love you like I never love again
With everything I am

You're everything I am
With everything I am

Sunday, January 22, 2006

we're okay.don't worry, we're okay.

you feel weak...so do i...pareho lng tyo...

but even though, im feeling like this right now, it's ok.im loving it.im loving the fact that i had that argument with you and not with anyone else.

im sorry...about last night, about today, about everything.

it seems that things are going to get even more complicated as time passes.everything's gonna get more complicated and harder to deal with.but no matter what happens, no matter how hard it is to deal with, no matter how painful it gets-for both of us, we can get through it.we can surpass anything that comes our way.

i welcome our arguments.even if sometimes, they're heart-breaking.it makes us real.it makes what we have more believable.and it makes our relationship stronger.our arguments make "us" more stable.cause after everything, after the storm calms down and the sun comes out, that "us" is reinforced.by assurances and love stronger than the one we had.and the best thing about it is, no matter how low the rollercoaster goes, we always end up okay.

what we have is PERFECT.as perfect as perfect can be.

i don't ever want this rollercoaster ride to end.

i love you.

Friday, January 20, 2006

tired

grabe a.ang dami dami kelangan gawin!!!pinahihirapan ako ng ateneo!!!!

haha.ito nnman ako.complain ng complain na ang dami dami ggwin pro d nman ako gmgwa.haha.

at may oras pa akong mgupdate ng blog.haha.gling gling mo tlga joy...

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

:D

i was telling someone how nice one song was - Gising Na by PNE.
then she said she found one song nice too - Tulog Na by Sugarfree.
how ironic. :D

Gising na
Buksan ang iyong mga mata gising na
Halina at silipin ang pagdilat ng umaga
Tahimik at saksakan ng ganda

Gising na
Nandiyan na ang umaga gising na
Nais kong makita ang ngiti sa iyong mukha
At pungay ng iyong mga mata

Kanina pa kita pinagmamasdan
Kanina pa kita tahimik na binabantayan
Hindi gumagalaw, hanggang wala ang araw
Sadiyang nakatanga, nakatitig lang sa iyong mukha

Gising na
Buksan and iyong mga mata gising na
Mayroon sana akong gustong sabihin sa iyo
Na di mapaliwanag ng husto

Gising na
Nandiyan na ang umaga gising na
Hindi ko maintindihan ba't di mapantayan
Ang kasiyahan na nadarama
Tuwing nandiyan ka

Binabalak ko ng sabihin na minamahal kita
Kasabay na pagsipol ng wala na yatang igaganda pa
Nagsama ang ginaw at ang lamig ng araw
Ngunit dala ng kaba
Hindi ko yata kayang magsalita

Nakakainis isipin na di ko alam ang gagawin

Ngunit walang magagawa di pa kayang aminin
Ang pagkakataon ay dapat pang palampasin
Di na lang kita gigisingin
~~~~~~~~~~
Tulog na mahal ko
Hayaan na muna
Natin ang mundong ito
Lika na, tulog na tayo

Tulog na mahal ko
Wag kang lumuha
Malambot ang iyong kama
Saka na mamroblema

Tulog na
Hayaan na muna natin sila
Mamaya, hindi ka na nila kaya pang saktan
Kung matulog, matulog ka na

Tulog na mahal ko
Nandito lang akong bahala sa iyo
Sige na, tulog na muna

Tulog na, mahal ko
At baka bukas ngingiti ka sa wakas
At saba'y nating harapin ang mundo

Tulog na
Hayaan na muna natin sila
Mamaya, hindi ka na nila kaya pang saktan
Kung matulog, matulog ka na

Tulog na
Hayaan na muna natin sila
Mamaya, hindi ka na nila kaya pang saktan
Kung matulog, matulog ka na

Monday, January 09, 2006

hehe :D

i woke up this morning thinking "yes!only 2 classes for today!lit and pe."

then you said you were cutting eng and lit because you're not feeling well.i was secretly hoping you'd ask me to stay with you. :D and you did.and because you asked so nicely, and bec you're not feeling well, i cut lit.hehe.leaving me with only 1 class for the day.pe..so i went to school for only an hour of weight lifting (pro 30 mins lng kmi 2day)

this is one of the BEST days i've ever had. :D

i was wishing for time to stop right then and there.

5-6 hours.we spent 5-6 hours together..doing nothing...

but it's not enough.im missing you already. :D

can i just take you home with me next time?

ACET results

just saw the acet results today!!! :) they were posted over at the blue eagle gym!!!

CONGRATULATIONS!!!

congratz to everyone who passed the acet. :D

especially to kristine, marj and ongson!!!im so proud of you three!!! *clap clap* haha nanay? anyway, hope to see you guys around nxt yr!!! :)

ongson, alam ko d ka sa ateneo mg-aaral.so good luck syo! :D email mo ko a!mmmiss kta!!!!

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

to the 1st one who knew

there are times when you just want to sit and cry, even bawl your eyes out.times when you want to be numb, to stop the pain you're feeling.times when you feel weak and powerless against everything happening around you.to you and to the people you most care about.times when you feel you can't take it anymore.times when you want to give up and leave everything to fate.

although we aren't in the same situation, i can see that yours is much more complicated, i know how frustrating it can be...trying to stop yourself from going mad.i can feel what you're feeling.even if only a part of it.

i've never properly thanked you for everything.for the friendship, the advice, the lessons, the laughs.for not giving up on me when i refused to open my eyes to reality.for keeping me company through the fun times and for sharing in my pains and sorrows.i really dont know what i would have done without you.

i cannot offer you much in return.all i have to offer is this:

whatever happens, to both of us, whether all goes well or not, you have someone to fall back to.just like that game of trust so commonly played during orientations.some people "pretend-fall" in fear of not being caught by the person behind them.but you need not fear anything.no matter what, im gonna catch you.

i cannot promise to be there for you all the time, but i can assure you, when you do fall, i wont let you fall into the cement down below.

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Chinese Zodiac

This year it's the:
Year of the Dog
1922, 1934, 1946, 1958, 1970, 1982, 1994, 2006
People born in the Year of the Dog possess the best traits of human nature. They have a deep sense of loyalty, are honest, and inspire other people¡¦s confidence because they know how to keep secrets. But Dog People are somewhat selfish, terribly stubborn, and eccentric. They care little for wealth, yet somehow always seem to have money. They can be cold emotionally and sometimes distant at parties. They can find fault with many things and are noted for their sharp tongues. Dog people make good leaders. They are compatible with those born in the Years of the Horse, Tiger, and Rabbit.

ito ung ibang signs:
Year of the Pig
1923, 1935, 1947, 1959, 1971, 1983, 1995, 2007
People born in the Year of the Pig are chivalrous and gallant. Whatever they do, they do with all their strength. For Boar Year people, there is no left or right and there is no retreat. They have tremendous fortitude and great honesty. They don't make many friends but they make them for life, and anyone having a Boar Year friend is fortunate for they are extremely loyal. They don't talk much but have a great thirst for knowledge. They study a great deal and are generally well informed. Boar people are quick tempered, yet they hate arguments and quarreling. They are kind to their loved ones. No matter how bad problems seem to be, Boar people try to work them out, honestly if sometimes impulsively. They are most compatible with Rabbits and Sheep.


Year Of The Rat
1912, 1924, 1936, 1948, 1960, 1972, 1984, 1996
People born in the Year of the Rat are noted for their charm and attraction for the opposite sex. They work hard to achieve their goals, acquire possessions, and are likely to be perfectionists. They are basically thrifty with money. Rat people are easily angered and love to gossip. Their ambitions are big, and they are usually very successful. They are most compatible with people born in the years of the Dragon, Monkey, and Ox.


Year of the Ox
1913, 1925, 1937, 1949, 1961, 1973, 1985, 1997
People born in the Year of the Ox are patient, speak little, and inspire confidence in others. They tend, however, to be eccentric, and bigoted, and they anger easily. They have fierce tempers and although they speak little, when they do they are quite eloquent. Ox people are mentally and physically alert. Generally easy-going, they can be remarkably stubborn, and they hate to fail or be opposed. They are most compatible with Snake, Rooster, and Rat people.


Year Of The Tiger
1914, 1926, 1938, 1950, 1962, 1974, 1986, 1998
Tiger people are sensitive, given to deep thinking, capable of great sympathy. They can be extremely short-tempered, however. Other people have great respect for them, but sometimes tiger people come into conflict with older people or those in authority. sometimes Tiger people cannot make up their minds, which can result in a poor, hasty decision or a sound decision arrived at too late. They are suspicious of others, but they are courageous and powerful. Tigers are most compatible with Horses, Dragons, and Dogs.

Year Of The Rabbit
1915, 1927, 1939, 1951, 1963, 1975, 1987, 1999
People born in the Year of the Rabbit are articulate, talented, and ambitious. They are virtuous, reserved, and have excellent taste. Rabbit people are admired, trusted, and are often financially lucky. They are fond of gossip but are tactful and generally kind. Rabbit people seldom lose their temper. They are clever at business and being conscientious, never back out of a contract. They would make good gamblers for they have the uncanny gift of choosing the right thing. However, they seldom gamble, as they are conservative and wise. They are most compatible with those born in the years of the Sheep, Pig, and Dog.

Year of the Dragon
1916, 1928, 1940, 1952, 1964, 1976, 1988, 2000
People born in the Year of the Dragon are healthy, energetic, excitable, short-tempered, and stubborn. They are also honest, sensitive, brave, and they inspire confidence and trust. Dragon people are the most eccentric of any in the eastern zodiac. They neither borrow money nor make flowery speeches, but they tend to be soft-hearted which sometimes gives others an advantage over them. They are compatible with Rats, Snakes, Monkeys, and Roosters.

Year Of The Snake
1917, 1929, 1941, 1953, 1965, 1977, 1989, 2001
People born in the Year of the Snake are deep. They say little and possess great wisdom. They never have to worry about money; they are financially fortunate. Snake people are often quite vain, selfish, and a bit stingy. Yet they have tremendous sympathy for others and try to help those less fortunate. Snake people tend to overdo, since they have doubts about other people's judgment and prefer to rely on themselves. They are determined in whatever they do and hate to fail. Although calm on the surface, they are intense and passionate. Snake people are usually good-looking and sometimes have marital problems because they are fickle. They are most compatible with the Ox and Rooster.


Year Of The Horse
1918, 1930, 1942, 1954, 1966, 1978, 1990, 2002
People born in the Year of the Horse are popular. They are cheerful, skillful with money, and perceptive, although they sometimes talk too much. The are wise, talented, good with their hands, and sometimes have a weakness for members of the opposite sex. They are impatient and hot-blooded about everything except their daily work. They like entertainment and large crowds. They are very independent and rarely listen to advice. They are most compatible with Tigers, Dogs, and Sheep.


Year Of The Ram
1919, 1931, 1943, 1955, 1967, 1979, 1991, 2003
People born in the Year of Ram are elegant and highly accomplished in the arts. They seem to be, at first glance, better off than those born in the zodiac's other years. But ram year people are often shy, pessimistic, and puzzled about life. They are usually deeply religious, yet timid by nature. Sometimes clumsy in speech, they are always passionate about what they do and what they believe in. Ram people never have to worry about having the best in life for their abilities make money for them, and they are able to enjoy the creature comforts that they like. Ram people are wise, gentle, and compassionate. They are compatible with Rabbits, Pigs, and Horses.


Year Of The Monkey
1920, 1932, 1944, 1956, 1968, 1980, 1992, 2004
People born in the Year of the Monkey are the erratic geniuses of the cycle. Clever, skillful, and flexible, they are remarkably inventive and original and can solve the most difficult problems with ease. There are few fields in which Monkey people wouldn't be successful but they have a disconcerting habit of being too agreeable. They want to do things now, and if they cannot get started immediately, they become discouraged and sometimes leave their projects. Although good at making decisions, they tend to look down on others. Having common sense, Monkey people have a deep desire for knowledge and have excellent memories. Monkey people are strong willed but their anger cools quickly. They are most compatible with the Dragon and Rat.


Year Of The Rooster
1921, 1933, 1945, 1957, 1969, 1981, 1993, 2005
People born in the Year of the Rooster are deep thinkers, capable, and talented. They like to be busy and are devoted beyond their capabilities and are deeply disappointed if they fail. People born in the Rooster Year are often a bit eccentric, and often have rather difficult relationship with others. They always think they are right and usually are! They frequently are loners and though they give the outward impression of being adventurous, they are timid. Rooster people¡¦s emotions like their fortunes, swing very high to very low. They can be selfish and too outspoken, but are always interesting and can be extremely brave. They are most compatible with Ox, Snake, and Dragon.

Monday, January 02, 2006

"i may not promise you the real forever.. but it can be forever in our eyes."

Sunday, January 01, 2006

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

it's only minutes before jan 2 starts and before jan 1 ends i just wanna say...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

haha ang late ko tlga mggreet. :D pro anyway, keep your resolutions. :D thanx loads to the people who made 2005 so memorable and wonderful.sana when 2006 ends, i can thank u again like i did when 2005 ended.

*****

happy 2nd! :D haha.yeah, as i said, looking forward to riding more rollercoasters with you. :D

this is gonna be a great year.i can just feel it. :) and no, starting it with you had nothing to do it.haha! *big grin*

dont forget, FISH and WATER.