grabe joy!!!!

when will you ever learn to shut up??!
you stupid stupid stupid stupid S-T-U-P-I-D ASS!!!!

Calvin and Hobbes

Calvin: LET GO OF ME, YOU MALEVOLENT MURDEROUS MORON!!

Hobbes: IT'S MORNING! NOW WE CAN DO STUFF AGAIN! C'MON! WHEE!

Calvin: IT'S HARD TO BE MAD AT SOMEONE WHO MISSES YOU WHILE YOU'RE ASLEEP.

my favorite calvin and hobbes comic strip. :D haha!cute cute.

hehe :P

i have...

short hair. :D

teka lng..

just let me blab about stuff..dont ask me about what im going to write, dont ask me what its all about, whats happening..i wont tell you..this goes for everyone.this is my blog, let me write whatever i want in it.people involved already know what this is all about, i dont need to explain myself.

when you read this, please, just please, dont mention it anymore.dont tell me you've read it.just dont say anything.i just need to let it all out w/o having someone comment on stuff i've said or am about to say.i dont want u to do anything about it, please dont.u know id notice if you do, just dont ok?i just need to get this out of my system.i just need to talk it all out, or in this case, blog it all out.

i know i said i've started to care less now, and yes, i have.i find it easier to not care so much.i just end up having a fight or arguing about it.and im tired of all the arguments and fights that seem endless.im tired of being scared.of feeling that i want to do something but i cant, bec in truth, there's nothing i can do about it.

sometimes, i wonder why "it" persists to bother me.why it wont leave me alone.but then i think, why do i even bother.to try to forget even when i know very well i'd never succeed.

YOU (take note, this you is different from "you")
i dont know what it is you do or say or whatever, but certainly, i get annoyed easily when it comes to you.. its like you trigger a switch in my head that makes me go into "evil" mode.

if u wana do something, just go do it.ive had enough of ur stupid antics or watever u call it.ive had enough of everything you do, everything you say.

oo na, ur nice.u are actually.and i like u for that.i like u for a lot of things.but ur actions, they never fail to irritate me.konti nlng tlga e.konting konti nlng.u almost pulled my last nerve.

grabe!ur testing my patience.ur testing my ability to endure torture.sorry, my will to keep going on is no doubt stronger than my desire to give up.some may say im making a big deal out of this.maybe i am.but hey, this is what im feeling, this is what my gut feeling tells me.u think thats unfair?well, life's unfair.

thank you for the sleepless nights, for endless days and nights of paranoia and fear.for slapping me hard right in the face one after another.for every stinking word ive wanted to tell you, but cant.for making it so hard for me.

im sorry if im hurting u.deal w/ it.

Together

Imagine all the trials, we've been through
All the laughs and cries i've shared with you
It seems forever, that together we'll go through
With the dreams, that you and I pursue
Together, together

Loving you has made my life complete
A phase of life that's been so bitter sweet
And I'm praying, that it'll always be this way
Sharing moments, 'til tomorrow come what may
Together, together

Together you and I will, grow in love
Walk through rough times, hand in hand
I don't care what our tomorrow brings
What's important is today
Love

We've spent our lives together, for so long
And each day it seems we're growing strong
Let us try, that forever we'll go on
You and I, pushing for the right direction
Together, together

Together you and I will, grow in love
Walk through rough times, hand in hand
I don't care what our tomorrow brings
What's important is today
Love, my love
Together

now this is a different way of looking at it..

hardships are one ay of proving one's strength.

so, if you problem is extra big,

be extra flattered.

COZ THAT'S HOW MUCH GOD BELIEVES IN YOU.

im back :)

im not gonna write a novel about what i did in japan, maybe a very very brief recap of everything.

april 2 - arrival at tokyo, shopping
april 3 - disneysea
april 4 - disneyland
april 5 - mt. fuji
april 6 - shopping, departure from tokyo

haha.ayan.how brief is that. :P

anyway, it feels good to be back home.

i welcome the people, the heat (its super cold in japan, its a place where you'll learn to love the heat of the sun), even the traffic.haha.i just missed everything alot.

no matter how beautiful everything was back there, i was still pretty excited to go home.

*****

and you, i missed you.sobra. :P i wish i was here to take care of you when you got sick.nawala lng ako ng 5 days, kung anu anu na nngyari syo. :P haha joke.im glad you're all better now.

i would have enjoyed japan much more had you been with me.next time, samahan mo ako ok?hehe.love you.

AMAZING!

God's teddy bear

sleeping cat

one of His angels

just expressing His love

crocodile island

5 months *beam*

5 months. :D

un lng ssbihin ko.5 months. :D

hehe.so much happened the past 5 months. :P and im thankful for everything.yeah, absolutely everything, even the fights, the tampuhans and stuff.lahat lahat.

like i said, BEST 5 months of my life. :D

take care of yourself while im in japan ok? :P dapat pgbalik ko, magaling ka na. kapag nde, wla.haha.ako nlng mgaalaga syo. ;P

naalala mo pa ba ung cnbi mo skin dti?ung when you really mean something, you say it twice? :D


I LOVE YOU.I LOVE YOU.



oo na, corny na. :D ntuwa ka nman e.haha. dba dba dba? ;P