whats the title of the movie about a cute pig? :)

that was a relief.this calls for a party!!!! :) haha joke.

im currently being exposed to a new side of life.something i haven't seen before.im used to getting reminders masking as threats (friendly ones btw) from friends and being happy all the time (not this happy though).its the other part im not used to.

im not used to:
~wanting to talk to you the whole day, parang un nlng ang gusto kong gawin.
~missing you always.and i mean , ALWAYS.
~always wanting to say the right thing and getting all restless when i seem to have upset you.
~waiting for you to text me and having to glance at my phone all the time.
~waking up and the first thing i do is think of you
~being excited to go to school just because i get to be with you
~smiling alone for reasons only i know of.people here seriously think im going crazy.
~being reminded of you everytime i see chocolate bars and burgers haha!!!bkit kaya?
~not being called by my name
~having a folder in my phone just for one particular person.haha.
~getting all cheesy and stuff
~having to charge my phone every single day.i always run out of batt nowadays.i wonder why...haha.

im not used to a lot of things.it doesn't really end there.but im okay with it.its something im willing to get used to.actually, its something i WANT to get used to. :) haha. >:D< >:D< >:D<

pangatlong survey

grabe na tong sembreak na to a.nkakailang survey na ko.

~Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?
ewan ko.oo cguro.haha.

~Describe yourself in one word when it comes to love?
selfless

~Who would you pick, someone who really loves you or the one you really love?
someone who really loves me

~Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her?
nope.

~Does it feel good to love?
yep

~God is giving u just 5 more minutes to live, IF you love someone what will you say to that person?
maybe i can be your angel.haha! :) *nu kya feeling na mging angel?labo...*

~What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you love him/her?
bahala ka kung ayaw mo maniwala,basta sinabi ko na syo, mahal kita. *haha.ang sama ko tlga.*

~Which one hurts the most, he/she left you orplayed with you?
played

~Was there ever a time that you tried to learn tolove someone?
nope...wait..i think i tried once...haha.

~What's your opinion about someone who's jealous?
sabi nga ni nat, ok lang magselos basta nasa lugar

~What can you say about someone who tries to resist love?
i dont know...im trying to resist it myself.

~What can you say about playboy and playgirl?
walang kwenta

~What can you say about those who hurt you?
all's forgiven..except..one....im trying, pro sorry sbrang hirap...

~What can you say to the person who loves you now?
i dont know if someone loves me right now.haha.pro anyway, kung anuman ssbhn ko, sknya nlng un.haha.

~How do you love?
i love wholeheartedly, completely, without boundaries.

~Are you fast on having a crush on someone?
nde.sobrang nde.haha.

~Are you the jealous type?
no i dont think so.

French proverb

"For one pleasure a thousand pains."

i read this somewhere, i dont remember where and how i managed to stumble upon it but i found it resonating in my head.even after days of having seen it.

truth is, i can't testify to that.i can't contradict it either.ive never had any experience i can remotely relate to that.and if i had, i certainly wont put it here.

i dont really know why this proverb keeps popping out of my head when i have trouble remembering something i tried awfully hard to memorize.

i just wanted to put it here.weird, 'cause its bothering me.

maybe its a life-saving proverb?haha.what a stupid thought...this is definitely a sign...

a sign that i need to go to sleep.im talking nonsense.AGAIN.

pssst!

so hindi lang pala ako ang duwag.haha joke lng! :) >:D<

sabi mo nga dba?kahit takot ka d mo ko iiwan.ibabalik ko lang syo ung sinabi mo.kahit takot ako d din kta iiwan.so forever nalang tyo takot.ayaw mo magsama ng taong brave?haha.umiiral ang kacornihan ko.haha cge seryoso na talaga.

i can see you really have no idea whatsoever sa kung ano sasabihin ko syo.i dont know kung good thing ba un or bad thing.pro wala.im not really thinking about it too much right now.haha.mwah!

>:D< >:D< >:D< >:D< >:D< >:D< >:D< >:D< >:D< >:D< >:D< >:D< >:D< >:D< >:D< >:D< >:D<

just reminiscing...

going to the ica fair was not such a bad idea after all.i wasn't really planning on going but i did anyway.and im glad i did.

i saw a lot of friends i didn't know i missed.makes me want to go back to highschool again.kahit na there are a lot of new rules and stuff.i cant believe this, but im actually missing:
~those stressful but fun late nights in school,finishing the varie backdrop and the treasure chests we made at the last minute
~remember our "scary" experience sandy?plus the time we deliberately painted on our pe shirts
the night before the fair...kc wla lng
~yeah, our "wala lng" moments
~ma'am pamela, hanay tayo ulit...i even miss pt (yes, i miss hanay and cmp practices...so sad...)
~having a bag of "love letters" with me everytime the dwtl weekend is drawing near
~not sleeping every thursday night before the dwtl weekend signing "love letters"
~seeing my candidates everyday (marj, ongson, and kristine especially)
~eating the never-changing cafeteria food (hanggang ngyon same parin ung food!haha.)
~just hanging out in the HSCC getting all sentimental w/ JANS
~shooing cherry and ebony away everytime they come near us (tsk tsk...cats ni ms. militante)
~cramming class bulletin board competitions (and studying 5 min before the quiz)
~getting annoyed at-ugh!-overly excited teachers (condak D condak D!!)
~calling my teachers teachers or miss and not professor or ma'am/sir
~"encouraging" nixie to eat faster every recess
~my "kitchen talks" (ces!!!kitchen talk tyo!!!)
~jologs moments (ongson, movie sa podium?wahaha!!!)
~hugging people... (i especially miss hugging u marj, sarap mo ihug e.haha!)
~visiting judy sa KP, and practicing our voicing 4 d carolling ( P500 check guys?)
~GC meetings and bonding over food (best GC food bonding item:ice cream)
~laughtrip!!!!(the best ka tlga alf!jeanne, dont tell him about my accidental escapade a!*wink*)
~baka di na ko matapos kung sasabihin ko lahat so titigil na ko.haha.

waaaaah!!!!i miss ica.hard to believe...and masakit aminin, pro un ang totoo.haha!ang labo ko nnman.

ang labo ko na...

time went by so much faster the past few days...im still bored, but being bored with you is...fun.haha.funny how you can wish as hard as you can for time to stop.though you know it never will.it wouldn't stop for the whole world, much less for me.ang drama!!!!wahaha!!!

i dont want things to change.everything seems perfect right now.but i know it will.eventually.i guess its something i have to accept.but then again, its not easy to let go of heaven when you've found it.

someone told me, you'll know when it hits you.when you can't explain what it is.well, i certainly cant.i cant,no, i dont wanna tell you anything.i dont wanna ruin whatever it is we have right now ( "enjoying the moment"? haha.) everything can be so perfect one minute then so messed up the next.im just scared...of everything...of everything that's happening.

this is all so new to me.you know that, don't you?haha.im pretty sure you do.i have something to tell you.but you have to wait.im sorry.i cant tell you right now.i really really cant.you can ask me about it if you want, but you wont get anything out of me.not just yet.

isang malaking gulo

ok lng sa akn na sabihin nyo skin lhat ng complaints nyo.ok lng din na skin nyo ilabas glit nyo.pro naiipit na ako kasi pati ung kabilang side nagccomplain na sakin.honestly, i dont know what to do.i dont have the right to interfere.though i think sometimes you want me to.but i really cant.

to the 1st half:
bsta listen to what they have to say.dont push them away kasi kayo lang ung malalapitan nila.i feel guilty everytime they come to me and complain kasi i really cant do anything about it.pro kyo, u have all the resources (not exactly all, but you know what i mean) to help them.its actually your job to do so.i know you're doing a good job.u're just forgetting the most important part of it all.kung wala sila wala kyo. >:D< good luck!

to the other half:
i know you must be sick and tired of everything that going on.just be patient.madaling gumawa ng gulo pero mahirap ayusin.give them time.dont go on mutiny just yet.haha.hang in there. :) i miss you guys!

what a night!

i know you'll be reading this sometime.yeah, you.

..that was unexpected...haha...take note, not wird but unexpected....

still recovering from the shock...

but yeah, im happy...you should know. *really really big smile on my face*

i know i said i'd forget what you told me, but really, i don't think i can.hehe.

yes, this is for you :)

psychic ka tlga my friend...

d ko alam panu nangyari na naging totoo ung iniisip mo dati...ang galing mo.

now i am still in shock, though i don't show it.ikaw obviously, hinde, dhil dba nga dti mo pa naisip na bka mangyari to.cgurado akong matutuwa ka kpag nabasa mo to.kasi im actually acknowledging your "psychicness".haha.

anyway, alam ko nsstress ka na.so im not gonna bother you as much :P haha. >:D<

so i gess i'll c ya soon! :)

can't believe im saying this...

i wanna go back to school!!!!

.....it's so boring here at home...i have nothing to do.

i miss my friends... :( *sniff sniff*

wla pa akong 1 week of sembreak and i'm bored out of my wits already!!!

is there such a thing as dying of boredom???

heeeelp.....

math11

just finished my math finals yesterday...just want to say:

sir cabral, nice to be seeing you again so much next sem.ain't i sweet?i love u sooooo much im gonna take math11 again.just for you.

summer na ang math 12.

lipat na ko ng school.... :(

hay buhay...

if i like you, should i tell you?

if i do decide to tell you, how will i do so?

if i already did, how will you react?

after everything, what will happen?

will everything change?

galing mo Lord!

yes!thank you Lord!!! :)

after months of not being able to talk to you, sa wakas!i've been hearing lots of stuff (from credible people a) but i still want to hear it for myself.

i finally got through to you.it's such a relief.at least you're listening to someone.im touched that out of all you're friends im the one you're listening to....little do you know that we're all giving the same advice, i just said it in such a way that you'll be able to accept it better....and you did.

now i feel a bit guilty for sort of deceiving you... *gloom*

Barkada

heto na ang mga officials ng barkada

kanya-kanyang kalokohan ang bawat bida

merong medyo praning

meron din ang antukin

kumpleto sa rekado ang barkada namin

pinagtagpotagpo kami ng tadhana

kahit pinanggalingan namin ay iba iba

walang pakialam kung san mapadaan

basta't sabay-sabay kaming nagtatawanan

chorus:

basta nanjan ang bawat miyembro ng tropa

ang kalokohan ay di mawawala

hindi na dapat pinag iisipan pa

lahat tayo ay dapat magsaya

musmos palang magkakasama na kami

nagkasundo kahit iba't ibang ugali

ganyan lang talaga saming munting barkada

kasakasama mo sa hirap at ginhawa

magkasabay mula sa pagsikat ng araw

magkasama hanggang daigdig ay magunaw

sa dami-dami ng aming napagdaanan

walang tatalo sa aming pinagsamahan

bridge:

di na yata magsasawa

saming pagsasamasama

at sa aming barkada

asahan ng hindi mawawala

ang kalokohan at ang walang

tigil na tawanan sapagkat

ang bawat kabarkada namin

ay sadyang ganyan

~self-explanatory nman na kung para kanino yung kanta dba?haha.