"You see, that gives me hope.
'Cause i love knowing that 2 people who've been together for so long
can still make each other happy."

-Shane The L Word

you're not fat

your only imperfection is that you are perfect.

i love you.

the weekend was not a weekend

weekend's are meant for rest, relaxation and doing your "own" stuff.

but this weekend was NOT a weekend.

i am tired, both physically and emotionally. i am drained because of everything. how can so much happen in 2 days?

ive thought about a lot, made a possible life-changing decision and stuck to a commitment ive never regretted having.

but still, i am TIRED and DRAINED.

everything is going fine. at least that's what i like to think. i want to leave everything behind for a while. what ive felt, the words, that one moment.

WHY? why in the world did this have to happen? everything's changed, oh i know you know it too, and it seems like its gonna be this way forever.

i feel BURNT. and because i feel like this, despite everything, im doing okay.

Jess, i need help..

I NEED TO GET OVER THIS..

please.. i want to go back.. i want to come for you..

maybe im schizophrenic..

I acted stupid today.. Now that I think about it, it was stupid.

I'm exempted from chem.. I should be happy. but im not. im disappointed.. extremely disappointed in myself.

self-efficacy?

nah, i dont think so.

but im getting there..

hey..

i do listen. i just did.

thanks. i love you.

Who I Am hates Who I've Been - Relient K

I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific end
You might think I'm losing my mind
But I will shy away from the specifics..

'Cause I don't want you to know where I am
'Cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been

This is no place to try and live my life

Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well, I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well, I never should have said
That it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back

I'm sorry for the person I became
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been

I talk to absolutely noone
Couldn't keep to myself enough
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up

I heard the reverberating footsteps
Synching up to the beating of my heart
And I was positive that unless I got myself together
I would watch me fall apart


And I can't let that happen again
'Cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been

This is no place to try and live my life

Who I am hates who I've been
And who I am will take the second chance you gave me
Who I am hates who I've been
'Cause who I've been only ever made me..

I'm sorry for the person I became
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been

hindi ko na to kaya..

AYOKO NA!!!!!

can i just sleep and not wake up???

All I Know - Five for Fighting

I bruise you

You bruise me

We both bruise so easily

Too easily to let it show

I love you

and that's all I know

And all my plans keep falling through

All my plans they

Depend on you

Depend on you

To help them grow

I love you

And that's all I know

When the singer's gone

Let the song go on

It's a fine line between

The darkness and the dawn

They say in the darkest night

There's a light beyond

And the ending always

Comes at last

Endings always

Come too fast

They come too fast

And they pass too slow

I love you

And that's all, is really all I know

It's all I know

I'ts all I know

...

i used to be all those..
now im just a disappointment, a complication, a burden..
that's all i am.

nosotros perdimos

ito lang masasabi ko..

win or lose,

IT'S THE SCHOOL WE CHOOSE!

ATENISTA pa rin to.

-- magtago na lang kayo sa referee niyo --