ganito nlng ba ngyon?

courtesy of kristine :)

BOY: can i call you mine?

GIRL: that's not my name. i'm..












YOURS..



gnun lng pla un e. HAHAHA.

WHEEEE!

yehey!! pumasa ako sa regcom. :) at 28 ang random number ko. yehey yehey yehey. :D hahaha.

can i just say..

ang daming nangyayari sa buhay ko ngayon. and im so LOVING it. :)

love is gum.

ang status ni miko ay.. "ask what love means."
at dahil forever akong utu-uto, tinanong ko nga naman tlga sya.

the following conversation took place on May 18, 2007 at 10:10 pm.

*****

joy: so

joy: ano nga meaning?

miko: lol

miko: depende sa mood ng tao ang love e

miko: pag galit, siyempre walang kwenta love

miko: pag masaya, love is the best

miko: sa manhid, love is a feeling

miko: madami e

miko: lol

joy: hahaha

joy: tama nga nmn

joy: pro alam mo ano ang love pra sa lht?

joy: wlang difference kng masaya ka, galit, manhid o watever.

joy: love will always be a complication.

miko: LOL

miko: nice

joy: maybe the good kind, maybe the bad kind. depende na syo kng pnu mo ttingnan.

joy: bsta, isa syang komplikasyon

joy: hahahaha

joy: o, ano ang love para kay miko?

miko: hmmmm

miko: para neutral, love is gum

joy: hahahaha

joy: gum?!

joy: as in bubble gum???

miko: yup yup

joy: hahaha

joy: enlighten me

miko: para saken kasi

miko: love is like eating or chewing bubble gum

miko: at first diba matamis at masarap?

miko: pero the more you chew it, it gets harder to chew/eat

miko: then you have a choice

miko: to either throw it away

miko: or keep it in your mouth

miko: until hindi mo na talaga kaya

miko: haha

miko: ayos ba?

joy: ayos!!!

joy: hahaha

*****

miko, seryosong tanong lng a..

HINDI KA BA RELATED KAY MORRIE??? HINDI BA TALAGA?

hahaha kidding. >:D<>

NAKAKAINIS

grabe. 20 na kasi ako e.

20

kayang-kaya ko alagaan sarili ko. ASAR. kala niyo, kayang-kaya kong tumira mag-isa.

kala niyo ba, papasok ako sa isang bagay kung alam kong hindi ko kaya? oo na, tanga ako. pero HINDI AKO GANUN KATANGA.

lahat nlang bawal. kala mo naman kung anong gagawin ko. kahit na ganito ako, RESPONSABLE NAMAN AKO.

NAKAKAINIS. hindi na kasi ako bata e, hindi na. mas may nagagawa pa ung mga kaibigan ko na mas bta sakin kaysa skn. kamusta naman un? bka hindi niyo alam, may such a thing as being OVERPROTECTIVE.

ang dami niyong arte. anong paki ko kung dati hindi niyo nggwa yang mga yan? ako ba ang ngbawal sa inyo dati? hindi naman dba?

bkt bawal? kasi hindi chinese mga kasama ko? ang gagaling ninyo. anu ba tingin niyo skn? kasing kitid ng utak nyo ang utak ko? SA MUNDO KO, HINDI LANG CHINESE ANG MERON. SA MUNDO KO, MAY PILIPINO, MAY HAPON, MAY ESPANOL, MAY KOREAN (may taga-myanmar pa nga e, ung classmate ko sa eco. kahit hindi ko sya knkausap). AT SA MUNDO KO, PANTAY LANG KAMI.

grabe kyo. hindi ako mgsshift sa management course dhl lng walang chinese sa bs psy. tgal tgal na issue na nyan, hanggang ngyon knkulit nyo prn ako. INCOMING JUNIOR NA KASI AKO E, INCOMING JUNIOR. magiging kaibigan ko ang lht ng gs2 kong maging kaibigan. wala akong pki kng may problema kyo sknla, bkt, kyo ba magiging kaibigan nila? hindi naman dba? pati yan, pnakikialaman nyo. hindi ko nmn pnkikialaman cnu mga ksma nyo kpg lmlbas kyo a. hindi ko nmn kyo pngbbwalang mkpgkaibigan sa mga hindi chinese. kng gnyan lng gs2 nyo, e d sana hindi nlng ako pinanganak na chinese.kng gnyan lng gs2 nyo, e d sana hindi nlng ako pinanganak na chinese. ANG LALAKI NG PROBLEMA NIYO.

tsk tsk tsk

All At Once - The Fray

There are certain people you just keep coming back to
She is right in front of you
You begin to wonder could you find a better one
Compared to her now she's in question

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her, maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there

Looking for the right one you line up the world to find
Where no questions cross your mind
But she won't keep on waiting for you without a doubt
Much longer for you to sort it out

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her, maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it, maybe you need it
Maybe it's all you're running from
Perfection will not come

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes
We'd never know what's wrong without the pain
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her, maybe you need her
Maybe you've started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it, maybe you need it
Maybe it's all you're running from
Perfection will not come

Maybe you want her, maybe you need her
Maybe you had her, maybe you lost her to another

from kristine and kate

nakakadalawa na kasing kaibigan ko ang may ganito so susundan ko na ung # 7. bago pa mging 3.

Just HOLLER and I'll..

1. tell you why i friended you
2. associate you with a song/movie
3. tell a random fact about you
4. tell a first memory about you
5. associate you with an animal/fruit
6. ask something i've always wanted to know about you
7. in return, you must spread this disease -- post this in your blog

ONGSON :D

ONGSON!!!! sana makita mo to. dhil hindi ka online sa ym at hindi ko alam panu kita iggreet. :( hahaha. anyway...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

19 ka na!!! tama??? 19 dba??? :D YEHEEESS!!!! kelan ka babalik dito?

miss na kita no.. :( haha. labas tyo ni kristine pgbalik mo. tpos bili tyo ng hot chocolate sa jollibee!!!! :D hahaha. >:D< >:D< >:D<

anyway, alam mo na lht ng ssbihin ko syong kacheesihan. hahaha. so hindi ko na llgay dito. nkkmiss ka na tlga a. haha. enjoy ur day ongson! and as usual, kng may kelangan ka alam mo nmn # ko.

break from eco

i got this from my email. :D

I want someone...
Who can wrestle with me
And let me win.
Who I can talk to about anything.
Who laughs at my jokes.
Someone who puts my cold hands
In their warm hoodie pockets.
Who let’s me use their sweatshirt
For a pillow.
Who buys me 25 cent rings
And juicy fruit bubble gum.
Who says I love you and means it.
Who will kiss me in the rain,
The sunshine, and in the snow.
Who calls unexpectedly.
Who will have many inside jokes
With me and remember each one.
Who notices when I get a new haircut.
Someone who realizes that I can say things,
But don’t always mean them.
Who picks me a single flower
Instead of getting me a bouquet.
Who can tell me their problems
And let me help.
Who will listen to me talk---
About the new nail polish I got.
Who will let me beat them up
When I get angry.
Who writes love letters to me.
Who draws pictures and slips them
Gently in my books.
Someone with deep eyes
That can see through faces in depths.
Who gives me their t-shirt to change into
And not expect to get it back.
Who knows my favorite color, ice cream flavor,
Song, fruit, and book.
Who knows the color of my toothbrush.
Someone who will shake my dad’s hands
And look my mother in the eye.
Who will call me by my full name---
First, middle, and last.
Someone who will kiss me
And tell me I’m beautiful
Even when I completely deny it.
Someone who will just listen and let me cry.
Who squeezes my hips just right.
Who surprises me and compliments
me and plays with my hair.
Who knows when I have a Math test,
Or when I fail one.
Who drinks real beer.
Who doesn't have to spend money
to have a kick ass time.
Someone who always smells
fresh out of the shower.
Who wears cologne that I can subtly smell
When I lean on their shoulder.
Who tells me I have a nice laugh
And a smile that lights me up.
And..

simply, be mine to hold.

un yon!

masaya ang araw na to. i got to talk to 2 friends na hindi ko na msyado nakakausap. actually, ung isa, 2 yrs ko na atang d nkta at nkausap.

friend 1:
ay nako. tanga ka. ano? nabusog ka ba sa pride chicken mo?

friend 2:
joy, you have to find your person. at isa pa, assertiveness lng yan.

I LOVE IT.

how to..

ito ang one of the signs na bored ka. dumadami ang survey sa blog mo. anyway, this one's from cha.

1. make me smile
-- smile lng? hindi tawa? hahaha. kung smile lng, magpakita ka lng skn ng taong kilala ko. hahaha. hugs make me smile too. kung tawa, mgjoke ka. hahaha.

2.make me cry
-- if i miss u so much, id cry. pro rare cases lng to. nabibilang ko sa isang kamay kng ilang beses lng to nangyari sa buhay ko. kng gusto mo lng ako paiyakin tlga, u have to hurt me sobra. or takutin ako ng sobra. sa ipis. and ung mga life-changing scary experiences. ung tipong "panu kapag malaman ng dad mo na..". ung mga ganun. hahaha.

3.make me mad
-- do something mean to my friends and family. saktan mo sila, wag ka nang magpapakita sakin. if u do something really mean to me, baka magalit ako syo.

4.make me like you
-- umm.. be yourself? haha. so cliche. pro seryoso. kpg nlman ko na d ka nmn pla tlga gnun, maiinis lng ako syo tpos hindi na kita mggs2han. hahaha.

5.make me proud of you
-- when ur my friend and someone tells me something nice about you, when i see a certain trait in you i admire, when you achieve something, kpg magaling ka sa isang bagay kht hindi mo alam na magaling ka dun or hindi ka naniniwalang magaling ka.

6.make me move
-- utusan ako. haha. kung tlgang tamad ako at that moment, ipis. :)

7.ease my temper
-- wag nyo ko kausapin. pro may mga taong kahit kinaiinisan ko, ok lng na kausap ko cla at that moment. kng cnu cno cla, thats for me to know and for you to.. not find out. hahaha.

8.wake me up
-- gigisingin mo lng ako. hahaha. mabilis lng ako mgising. if for some reason, ayoko magising..


sorry ka. hahaha joke. bka patay na ko so pkcheck nlng kng humihinga pa ko. kpg hindi na, malas mo, hindi mo na ko magigising tlga. takot mo nlng kng nagising pa ko under those circumstances.

9.make me feel kilig
-- :)

10.make me say the truth
-- tell me and show me ur serious about what we're talking about. otherwise, puro kacornihan lng maririnig mo skn. hahaha.

11.shut me up when i talk a lot
-- sabihin sakin na msydo na akong maingay? hahaha.

12.tell when I'm annoyed
-- if u get me really annoyed, na bordering on anger na, iirapan kita ng walang paki kung makikita mo ba o nde. kung annoyed lng tlga, hindi kita kakausapin for a while. kpg kinausap mo ko, isang tanong isang sagot.

13.tell when I'm bored
-- sumasagot ako ng survey. tulad.. ngayon. kung kasama mo ko, u can tell im bored when i start listening to mp3s and stop talking.

14.tell when Im drunk
-- uhh.. tawa nlng ako. hahahaha.

15.keep me as a friend
-- diretsuhin mo ko. walang tirahan ng palikod. kung may ayaw ka, sabihin mo. kung may gusto ka from me, sabihin mo. basta, wag kang gagawa ng anything underhanded. kasi kpg nagalit ako syo, wala, e d nagalit ako syo. hahahaha. ssumbong kita kay nixie tpos sya na bahala syo. dba nixie? dba dba dba??? :D

16.make me fall out of love
-- ng hindi pilit? ewan ko. have to find out for myself too. hahaha.

ateneo checklist

iniintay ko kasi ung kaibigan ko na mgreply sa ym. at ang tagal nya mgreply kaya.. galing kay kate na nakuha nya from dino.

(X) eat at Manang's
(X) learn the alma mater
(X) get on the dean's list (at hindi na un mangyayari ulit)
(X) sleep on a bench
( ) be a TNT
(X) jog around the campus in the evening (counted ba ang walked? kaya lng ako tumakbo kasi minadali ako ng kapatid ko e)
(X) visit the art gallery (aircon kasi e. hahaha joke.)
(X) know at least one xerox lady, manong, or technician by name
( ) get a Jesuit for a teacher (kate, Jesuit ba si sir jimenez?)
( ) itch from higad bites
(X) have gotten an F in something (oo. chem exam. haha.)
(X) have taken a crap in school (kng d nyo na tlga mapigilan, sa 3rd floor ng sec a. hahaha. sa ctc and kostka, ok lng dun kpg class hours. otherwise, wag na. pwede rin sa moro.. pero goodluck nlng syo. take note: galing pa tong info na to sa mga kapatid ko. hahaha. dapat nga pinapaalam din to sa mga freshies kapag orsem e. pra naman alam nila kung san pupunta kpg emergency. haha.)
(X) watch a La Salle vs. Ateneo UAAP game (na natalo kmi)
(X) give a powerpoint presentation
(X) study in the caf upstairs
(X) watch a T.A play (nasaan si kaliwete?! tanong niyo si kanan, baka alam niya. magkapatid sila after all. WEH.)
(X) sit on the SEC ledge and watch the stars (tpos muntik na ko mahulog. masyado kc akong natuwa sa pgmmoment e. hahaha.)
(X) eat in Full House, Martha's Kitchen, and Ken Afford (sa ken afford lang)
(X) sleep in the lib
( ) visit Mr. San Andres
(X) go to the chapel
(X) have gotten a pebble stuck in your shoe/slippers in the middle of the quad
( ) cut class with your block to watch a movie (hindi ako sure.. so wag nlng. hindi ata kmi ngcut nun e. free cut ata tlga)
(X) sign up for those institutional (i.e. difficult but brilliant) teachers (feeling matalino kasi kaya sa kalagitnaan ng sem, napapakamot nlng ng ulo. hahaha.)
( ) go to CERSA night
(X) have tried siomai rice
( ) learn how to smoke
(X) fall in love
( ) actually read the book you keep borrowing from the lib
(X) play cards during your free time (PUSOOOY!!!)
(X) dress in business attire
(X) learn to stay awake for more than 24 hours straight (48 hours actually)
( ) have gotten side comments from ASSOC
(X) take Saturday classes (NSTP?)
(X) go to your immersion (oo nga, kasama ba intact?)
(X) eat Food for After Thought sandwiches
(X) get a boyfriend/girlfriend
(X) take time to read the vandalism in the CR doors (sa tables sa classroom, lib. tpos magpipigil ng tawa dhl sa mga jokes na mbbasa mo dun.)
( ) watch Minsan Lang Sila Bata and Macho Dancer for class (nung hs pa e)
(X) do a last minute paper
( ) have spent a lot for 1x1 ID pictures (madami ako from 4th yr e. pro ubos na sya ngyon. haha.)
(X) get exempted from final exams (tsamba. :) gnyan tlga kpg magaling ka manghula. haha.)
(X) attend a college mass
( ) promise to quit smoking
( ) play hide-and-seek in the mini-forest
(X) know where the best restrooms are on campus (sinabi ko na nga kanina e. haha.)
(X) join an org
(X) allow yourself to make mistakes (wala ka namang choice but to do so)
(X) take summer classes (REQUIRED e. kainis.)
(X) admire the sacred heart statue in the evening
(X) make a video for a project
( ) have a crush on a teacher
( ) attend a Jesuit retreat
( ) have gotten a parking ticket
(X) come to school in your crappiest yet most comfy clothes
( ) learn how to use the Bayantel pay phones (marunong nmn na ako dati pa)
(X) participate in school activities
( ) catch the Blue Babble Battalion tryouts
(X) ride a tricycle on campus
(X) find a tambayan
(X) admire the marikina valley at night (ito na ung kita sa dorm smocket? o iba pa un? haha)
(X) go drinking along Katipunan (never again)
( ) learn how to beg for a higher grade (umm.. mga classmates ko ung ngbbeg, tpos nadadamay ang buong klase sa pagbeg nila. so ayun.)
(X) use your cuts wisely (and unwisely.)
(X) volunteer to be class beadle (bowtaniee)
(X) had the worst lottery schedule for reg (ung tipong kpg nalaman ng mga tao ung # mo, sasabihan ka ng "tlga?! ang dami pla ng soss?!")
(X) admire the trees on campus
(X) have forgotten about your freecut and gone to that class (nagmamadali pa ko kc late na ko. hahaha.)
(X) eat in the ISO canteen
(X) be active in your org ("member of the year" nga dw ako e. weh. hahaha. 1-2 mtgs lng kc tlga ung pinuntahan ko sa org na un e. active ako sa iba, pro dun.. hinde. haha.)
( ) have signed up on an ACP class just because the girl or guy u like signed up for it (ngsign up ako pro hindi dahil may gs2 ako dun)
( ) get as many app forms as you can during the job fair
( ) learn how to cram (natutunan ko sya way before ateneo. haha.)
( ) sell tickets (or watch) an org-sponsored movie premiere
(X) save money to Xerox all of your seatmate's notes
(X) have accidentally seen a make-out session (hindi kasi gngwa ng mga guard sa ateneo ang trabaho nilang pagsabihan ang mga ngppda. kaya ayan, may mga innocent people, like me, na nakakakita ng mga kng anu anong milagrong maaaring mangyari sa mga sulok ng ateneo)
(X) check out the Meron Lagoon and Lambingan Bridge
(X) have dozed off in class (naririnig ko plng ung pangalan ng prof, inaantok na ko e)
(X) learn how to work with groupmates from hell
( ) perfect the art of parking on campus (dont drive. cguro c tony at c bong, natutunan to)
(X) had a bad encounter with one of the guards on campus (HAHAHA. umm.. no comment)
(X) develop a love for sisig
(X) learn how to pronounce AEGIS properly
(X) have used typing rooms at the library
(X) have reserved a classroom, AVR, etc. for a class or org function
( ) have asked the library for an endorsement to research in other libraries
(X) have lost a perfectly functioning umbrella (na hanggang ngayon hindi ko prin alam kng nasan. alam ko c samboy last humiram nun e.. hmmm.. samboy? hahaha joke)
(X) have used consultation hours properly
(X) looked forward to lab breakage refund, in case you didn't break any equipment (kng wala kang nabasag, may bawas prn dhl sa lab ntbk.. etc)
(X) visit the Guidance Office (guidance interview ko na sa monday, may 7. 130-230. so kpg nkita nyo ko around ateneo, nglalakad lakad, pki remind nlng skn na dpt nsa guidance office ako at sumasagot ng mga tanong ni ms. aileen jimenez. salamat.)
(X) and Infirmary (may cyst nga daw ako e. hahaha.)

jera

kamusta ka, may sarili kang post. hahaha. anyway..

ito lng masasabi ko sayo..

TAGOS PARE, TAGOS.

galing mo tlga. kaya tyo magkaibigan e. hahaha. *apir*

see you saturday! mc a! :D