The Last Time - Eric Benet

The first time I fell in love was long ago.

I didn't know how to give my love at all.

The next time I settled for what felt so close.

But without romance, you're never gonna fall.

After everything I've learned;

Now it's finally my turn.

This is the last time I'll fall... in love.

The first time we walked under that starry sky,

There was a moment when everything was clear.

I didn't need to ask or even wonder why,

Because each question is answered when your near.

And I'm wise enough to know when a miracle unfolds,

This is thelast time i'll fall in love.

Now don't hold back, just let me know.

Could i be moving much too fast or way too slow.

'Cause all of my life, I've waited for this day.

To find that once in a lifetime, this is it, I'll never be the same.

You'll never know what it's taken me to say these words.

And now that I've said them, they could never be enough.

As far as I can see, there's only you and only me.

This is the last time I'll fall in love.

Last time i'll fall in love.

The last time i'll fall... in love.

hehe.ang sweet. :P nttunaw ako. :D hehe.i love you. :D sobra.

"perfect" is indeed an understatement

you went to my house yesterday...

we sat around, doing nothing.just talking, watching tv and stuff.

its been so long since we last did that..since we last spent time together, no restrictions, no worries. i missed you.

yes, i agree. "perfect" is an understatement. its one of those moments in your life you will never ever forget.not because of what you did, what happened or where you were.

its because you were with the person you love the most, and that person has turned everything - and i mean, EVERYTHING, into pure bliss. heaven from the second it started until... :D

mahal kita.

wla lang. haha.

from Sir Apolonio, my SA prof. :D

In a relationship, you have to learn how to hold it loosely so its carefree.
BUT you also have to learn how to hold it tight enough, for it to stay.

who would have thought i'd be quoting my SA prof? :P

there is such a thing as natural good, but accepting that natural goodness is a choice.

being good doesn't mean you're not capable of doing anything bad and hurting others.

it just means you're more capable of deciding to do good rather than the opposite, restraining yourself from doing anything mean and immoral.

hey you!!!!! (again)

joy, keep this in mind :

ALWAYS GO THE EXTRA MILE.

hey you!! :P

hey you!! wala lng. :p

wala lang akong magawa. and i just wanted you to know that...

MAHAL NA MAHAL NA MAHAL NA MAHAL NA MAHAL NA MAHAL NA MAHAL NA MAHAL NA MAHAL NA MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA!!

--fishie. :P

hello. :)

It takes both rain and sunshine to make the perfect rainbow.

we've been through the rain, now it's time for the sun. :D

stick around to catch the rainbow with me?

haha.

i love you. :)

MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA.

-Fishie

Unbelievable - Craig David

Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd ready and strong enough,
But sometimes I just felt I could give up.
But you came and you changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before,
Now I see, what love means.

It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me,
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me somehow,
I'm alive, I'm in love, you complete me,
And I've never been here before,
Now I see, what love means.

It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me,
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I never thought I'd be.

When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost.
I can't help but break down, and cry.
Oh yeah, break down and cry.

It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me,
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I never thought I'd be.

Now I see, what love means.

sometimes, you just have to..

love the rain.

i love the rain.
i love you.

thanks venisse! :D

samboy: dun ka sa mraming kang mkukuhang pera.mgdoctor ka sa utak.or sa puso.
ven: magddoctor pa ko sa puso!sariling puso ko nga di ko maayos e.

wahaha!!!apir!!! :D i love you ven!!!!!

the one will come ven, dont worry.in time. :P 18 years isnt that long.promise, when he comes he'll make ur 18 yrs of waiting so so worth it. :D keso!!!

i love you.

i really really do.

mediocre

what's happening to me???

ive been moody the whole week and ive been thinking a lot lately.ive been wanting to put it down all here.but then..

i dont know what to write.my mind suddenly went blank.

oh well.labo.

yes!!!

i should be feeling bad about this..well, actually i am.pero never mind that.haha.

thanks to sarah, reese, yumi and jamie, i got to ride the lrt to gateway and a taxi back to ateneo!haha!!! :D

d alam ni mama, oo na, masama na ko.

sabi nga nila, ok lng mging pasaway paminsan-minsan.wg lang ssobra. :P

thanks ulit guys!haha.sobrang saya! :D sayang wla c kate nd ven nd samboy to witness my 1st real "commute trip" to gateway. :D

just thinking

ok..i need to release before i do anything productive.

before anything, i just want to say..
sorry for what happened i while ago.

*****

anyway, why do people always think that when you have someone,you're gonna be happy.not just most of the time, but always.

well, maybe it seems that way, but it surely isnt.nothing is ever pure bliss.having someone isnt everything.w/ it comes new problems to face and conquer.

having someone only makes life bearable, easier, sweeter.but it doesnt mean it makes life literally, perfect.

sometimes, its annoying when people say "you wouldn't know, masaya ka na kasi e" or "may (name of special someone here) ka na kasi e"

yes,i am happy.we are happy.but being happy doesnt mean we've never experienced any bumps on the road.we've had a lot.we've had more than our fair share of fights and arguments.we just always work things out.we just always end up ok.

i'd give anything, do anything to snap you out of this..i love you baby.

things happen..

and i've never felt so.. alone.so sad.

things i've gotten used to..they've changed.

just take as long as you need, as long as you want, ill be waiting for you.rest assured that ill still be here when you come back.i love you.

im taking on your philosophy.
ill be okay, as long as i think im okay.

hmm..something to think about..

bakit ang tao, kahit na alam niyang ayaw niya marinig ang sasabihin sakanya, pilit pa rin niyang pakikinggan?

bakit kahit na alam niyang masasaktan siya sa makikita niya, pilit niya pa ring titingnan?

bakit kahit na alam niyang wala na talagang pag-asa, pilit na pahihirapan ang sarili at susubukang makamit ang pinapangarap?

gusto lang ba talaga ng tao pahirapan ang sarili niya??

..hindi kasi talaga e..

"Why do i keep pounding myself with a hammer??? Because it feels so good when i stop."

-Meredith Grey

~now im quoting characters from grey's anatomy..

during fil class..

supposedly, nkikinig ako kay sir ariel.but my attention was on something else, but yes, my ears were with him..i think.my mind surely wasnt.

"drawn"
5 letters, 1 word, at least 2 dictionary definitions, about a thousand implied meanings.

"i'm drawn to you."
12 letters, 5 words, 1 sentence.
meaning : depends on what you're feeling at the moment

drawn...
a simple word holding such powerful implications.it can "make or break" you.it all comes down to how you see it, how it's being said, who's saying it, to whom it's being said.

wla lng..napaisip lng ako kaninang fil.haha.labo..

half a year, 6 months, 25-26 weeks, 181 days, 4344 hours, 260640 minutes, 15638400 seconds

we've been at it for half a year.it seems such a long time when you use numbers.but it doesn't seem that long, does it?i still feel..new.

the past 6 months, despite what others thought of us, we've had loads of close calls.so many that i couldn't even remember exactly how many we've had.nonetheless, we're here.not just a "you" and a "me".but an "us".

i used to wonder how people could get so addicted to love.from what i heard, it doesn't seem to be so great.it's one of the greatest mysteries life has to offer.and probably one of the greatest jokes too.it leads you to think that it's ok, perfect even.but only for a while.then everything starts going downhill.and i agree w/ ven, it hurts.it hurts a great deal.sometimes, so much that u just want to rip your heart out and die. (prang ang bitter ng labas ko a)

i've experienced so much.but having experienced everything i did, i now understand.

i understand why people search for "the one", even if they need to go through a thousand heartbreaks to find that person.

i understand why rollercoasters, no matter how low they get, go up eventually.

i understand why ants, so small, strive to build their colonies.

i understand why leaves, no matter how high up they are, always dance their way to the ground.

because "the one" will make every heartache worth it, "the one" will make life "perfect".

because there will always be an "up" to look forward to, to hang on to, to hope for.

because that "us", even though they're just 2 people in that 6 billion, strive to strengthen their relationship, their bond.and in the process grow side by side, together, as individuals.

because sometimes, a few bumps and potholes along the road are welcome, are okay.

i understand why people are addicted to love.why people love "love".

because "love" can make every single cell in your body full of life and energy.

because with "love", there is acceptance, assurance, faith.

because in "love", there is a goal, a dream both of you share.

because of "love", there is a drive.to fulfill whatever that dream is.

thank you for spending half of a year with me.it's more than i could ever ask and hope for.it's been the best, the happiest, the most.

as always, i love you.