stupid virus

my phone's got a virus.if u receive a nonsense mms message from me, don't open it.lest you want your phone to get the virus too.

sorry to the people who've received the virus because of me.i didn't really know what was happening until a while ago during judo.

my phone's w/ my dad.he's gonna try and fix it.knowing him, he'll just bring it to globe and have them fix it.my sim's w/ me though.

i gotta stop procrastinating and start doing my lit paper...im even using my blog as an excuse for not doing my homework...im soooo lazy....

wierd...

my phone's acting wierd...like its possessed or something...

it's been sending out mms messages on its own...it sends anything to anyone in my phonebook...the only reason i found out about it was because someone asked me if i sent her an mms regarding "virtual sex" i think...ever since then, i check my "sent" items regularly and discover that i've "sent" a couple of mms messages to people

sorry if my natanggap kayong wierd stuff from me...it's not me....it's my phone... (yeah i know it sounds ridiculous but my phone's alive now so....)

what do i do now?...how much does 1 mms message cost???

this is long overdue

as the title goes, this post is long overdue.i've been meaning to write this for quite some time now.but everytime i create a post it's as if my mind refuses to accept the dilemma i'm in and instead commands my fingers to type something totally not related to what i was supposed to write about in the first place (...im babbling again..)

anyway, this whole "quitting aclc" thing is giving me a headache.missing mc because of ps makes me want to quit.mc is just so relaxing and fun that i think it would be such a waste to miss it.having lots of friends there is just a bonus.mc is just so hard to forget.its something i can't and don't want to leave behind.every friday i get stressed out thinking about whether i should go to ps or miss it and go to mc instead.and more often than not, hehe, guess where i end up?so far, i've only attended 1 ps.haha.ang patapon sobra.

going to area on the other hand makes me NOT want to quit aclc.area is like going out with friends.only difference is we go to payatas and not to malls.i've never ridden in a jeep or commuted before.heck, i don't even know how to commute.im so happy to have experienced that first with aclc friends.

the whole "quitting aclc" thing is still undecided.frankly, i don't know what to do.

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ang labo ng weather ngyon, kumukulog wla nmang ulan.d rin nman mdilim...wla lng...

just vents outing my frustration

~not to be mean or anything, im just trying to vent out my frustration concerning one particular person (friends, tao ba sya?)~

why is there some peoples in this world who, for some reason, continue to speaks in english when they know very well that they can't speaks it well!

it's okay to speak of a different language, but please!!!!do you really had to subjected me to such tortures?!do you really had to texts me in english?!i don't knows why you persisted of doing whatever it is your doing, do you gets a kicks out of it?or maybe you just don't had a life.the latter one's a more logical explanation.someday, i will ran out of patience and you just waited.i REFUSED to shows any little bit of interest for you as im pretty sure, you will taken advantage of it.

buying a new sim card and "inventing" a person, won't helps you either.im not that stupid and im insults that you even think i'd believe you.

don't pushes me, you're taking advantage of my patience.you forgets, even the most gentle in animals, when pushed to its limit, defended itself.

~ang hirap maging barok on purpose....whew!sorry mahirap basahin haha sa mga nkaintindi, ang galing nyo!~

he's so sweet! :)

i was away from home the whole weekend and syempre d ako nkapagonline...as if pwede ka mgonlyn sa ica...well anyway, i saw one offline message from my little brother. :) he sent it saturday night.

sbi nya "good night"

ain't that sweeet????

yeah yeah wla syang sinabing anything sweet, pro ung thought na ngym pa sya skn...

im gonna buy him bubble gum tom. :) or maybe a huge jawbreaker or 2...haha treats for him.

i often buy something for him kahit na from school lng...see, he'll think of it as a normal gesture.

thanks *huuug*

~dpat nkapost na to nng thursday but i accidentally pushed the wrong button and it got saved as a draft...im too lazy to change the whole post to correct the tenses and stuff so just read it as if it's thursday night~

i don't know how to tell you this so im just gonna write it here.im hoping you're gonna chance upon this entry before i write another one.

something happened this morning that left me extremely sad.im pretty sure noone noticed it kasi for one, i was really trying to hide it and sunod, noone asked me how i felt.meaning, noone noticed that i was sad and i was, yet again, successful in pretending to be happy.(i don't do this all the time a, i AM happy most of the time)

then you told me something that made me want to hug everyone.it's not what you told me that mattered, it's not what you confessed.it's not what i discovered that made me feel that way. its the fact that you trusted me enough to tell me your "secret" (is it a secret?) in spite of the short time we've known each other.

it must have took you great courage to tell me what you did and i admire you for that.you must have already known that i wouldn't judge you or you wouldn't have told me.i don't think i have any "revelation" to tell you in return.all i can do is promise you that nothing between us will change.

i know you read my blog every once in a while.when you see this, don't even think that you're not the one im talking about.you know who you are.I KNOW you know who you are.

for all its worth, thanks a lot...you made my day. :)

busy but definitely not stressed

im in way over my head...i think...no not i think...im sure i joined to many orgs this year...

i was feeling so guilty about not wanting to help in tzu chi that when rec week arrived i eagerly signed up for 3 orgs (Celadon, ACLC and SPEED).2 of which are SOA orgs...not to mention the other things (they're not exactly orgs, u know) i joined back in highschool...ICA MC and ICA DWTL...plus my church org, FCCY....pra akong "org happy"...

hey don't get me wrong, i don't join anything i don't want to join....and so far, things are going great.i've got no problems w/ the people and i dont mind having a heavy workload, we've been trained to work under pressure in highschool.the workload's the least of my problems.what im concerned about is my schedule.

i've got friday prayer sessions in ACLC from 430-6, actually pwede ako mgpalipat sa tues session if i want but i'm still thinking about it kc my schedule for tues might change next sem.
i usually have MC prac on friday din from 430 till at most 8.habol nlng ako.haha.then i have SPEED every saturday morning, plus occasional DWTL meetings for the rest of the day until about 4 or 5, then FC mass at night.On Sunday, I have ACLC area from 745-12 or up to 1 depending on how skilled we are in rushing things....then i have the rest of the Sunday afternoon for studying or relaxing or whatever it is i feel like doing.i also have Celadon GK din pla for the rest of the sem but i dont know my schedule there yet, d pa sya nddecide.haha.

i don't mind not having time for myself...i never did consider "me" time important, come to think of it, i never did consider rest time as a time to relax or whatever.i consider rest as sleep.haha.so kunwari if i slept during the ride home, i'd consider that as resting already...i know getting enough sleep is important and stuff but sanay na ako ng kulang ng tulog e.haha.even if i can sleep early, i dont.when i staffed for batch 80, i didn't sleep at all the whole weekend, i think i got about 5 mins of sleep...i wasn't even sleepy when i went home Sunday night.i was just tired and "high"(not the kind of high you get from drugs or alcohol mind you) but not sleepy.i think of my org meetings, etc. as my relaxation time kasi they're always so much fun and i always look forward to those meetings.i never thought of it as a burden.

im just having a hard time balancing everything.i know MC and FC people understand and i don't really have to go everytime kc im in college already pro i dont wanna lose ties w/ all the friends i have there.and ayoko mfeel nla na pinagpalit ko na cla w/ my other orgs/friends in college.so far, i haven't found any org yet that i enjoy as much as FCCY, ICA MC or ICA DWTL. if pinapili mo ko right now, at this moment, i'd choose my 3 highschool families over my 3 soon-to-be families in college.maybe its because i haven't had enough time to do much in those 3 orgs.i've gotta give them a chance.i've gotta let myself grow.

its fun having to do loads of stuff that's not homework.it takes my mind off the things i dont wanna think about.yeah, i still think i joined too much...and yes, im having the time of my life.