forgot where i got this..

but im reposting it anyway.

thanks to wherever/whoever i got it from. (d ko sure kng sa postsecret ba or sa blog ng isa sa inyo.. if ever, im guessing reese's :P )

this is not just about the obvious. it's about a lot of stuff. stuff i think about when everyone else is sleeping and my mind won't do the same. stuff i think about when there's really nothing else to do. stuff i don't know whether i feel at the moment or not, but definitely stuff i've felt before.

or maybe stuff i just imagined.

it's all too close and too much for comfort.

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just finished watching She's All That..

just win me over everyday and sweep me off my feet.

Bucket List

i can't sleep so i thought i'd post this. i've always wanted to post my bucket list in my blog. i don't really know why. maybe because some of the things i listed are things i want to do with people who also want to do them. and maybe you guys have your own bucket list too and we could do some of the things together. i think slashing something off your list will be more precious if you're slashing it off with someone else.

~ go sight-seeing in a hot air balloon
~ mail a postcard to postsecret
~ make a snow angel
~ participate in a pride march
~ be successful at something
~ save a life
~ be a doctor and save a thousand more lives
~ find someone nice to grow old with
~ get married
~ bump into at least 5 friends in one place in one day (i'm assuming it means i have lots of friends.. i'm only up to 3)
~ have my own room
~ design my own room
~ sell a painting (even if it's just for a few pesos)
~ climb a mountain
~ learn scuba-diving
~ have my own library
~ go on at least 25 hands-on medical missions
~ change the world
~ come out to my family
~ have them accept me after i come out
~ hold a heart
~ experience zero gravity

and the list is growing..

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And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm You're losing you me and its effortless.






What's my cue to quit?

here we go again

im so so so tired of you. im so tired it hurts.

im done.












i wish you could just disappear for good.

crap

i need to know that i can do this.