hello

i'm still annoyed at you.

but i'm trying to help you right now, even if you don't know it.

it's not so hard to see why.

i see you in a place where i have been and where others have seen me in. and those others never did anything even if they saw what was happening.

so i'm helping you because i know how it feels. and because noone helped me.

looking back, i know things worked out for the better and i wouldn't have it any other way. but now, a few years later, it still bothers me that noone did anything. it's not that i wanted a different ending. it's the knowledge that people cared enough to try to stop things that i'm after.

so i'm crossing my fingers for your happy ending.