hahaha!

I'm happy. :)

hindi ko alam bakit. pero masaya ako. hahaha. i haven't been this happy in.. a long time. :)

i'm back. :) i can finally say, i'm back. yes!

now..

i hope my grades aren't bad enough to burst my bubble.

WHEEEEEEEEEE!

I went to this special school today. That's where I'll be "practicum-ing". The principal talked to me about my schedule and what I'll be doing. :) Naeexcite akoooo!!!! :D

I start at April 14 (wheee! time for regcom!), Mon-Thurs and Saturdays, whole day. :) I get Fridays off coz I have class kht morning lng nmn sya, rest day ko dw un. :P On Saturday mornings, I get to work with the school psychologists. Saturday afternoons, I get to help administer and interpret psychological tests. :) Weekdays, I work with autistic kids and children with adhd. But on Wednesdays, I think, I'm with the school psychotherapists. Yeeeeeeey, hands-on!!! :)

So kahit na wala pa akong tulog.. I'm really really really happy.

PLUS,

it's finally SUMMER!!!!! :) :) :)

do you even remember me?

stolen from AL's multiply. :P walang laglagan a.

If you read this journal,
even if I don't speak to you often,
post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want.
It can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.

Then post this on your journal.
See what people remember about you. ♥

huling hirit

sabaw na sabaw na ko sa chem. 330 na ng umaga. hanggang friday pa pasok ko - PAKI FILL-IN NG MADAMING MURA.

at dahil ayoko na ng chem..

"... When you climb, you risk your life. When I love, I risk my heart. All or nothing..."
- Julia in Kristin Hannah's Magic Hour

hay..... ....... ....... .........

*goes back to studying org chem*

holy wednesday

kahapon, pumasok ako before 9am pra mag-aral ng chem, 4pm pa ung exam. ngkita kami ni ven sa lib, ngaral kami hanggang 11, nagutom kami tapos nagdecide kami na kumain ng lunch. palabas ng lib, nkita nmin si pia. from her, we found out the lib closes at 12. back from lunch, lumipat kaming psy dept to see kung pwede kaming mgaral dun pro mgsasara din dw cla ng 12. pumunta kaming figaro sa mvp kc org rooms close at 12 too. nkpg-aral kmi for about 30 minutes to an hour. tapos pinalalabas na kmi ng guard kc mgsasara na rin daw cla. buti nlng may nhnap kaming classroom sa schmitt na bukas at wlang class.

NAGBABAKASYON NA ANG ATENEO PERO MGA STUDYANTE NILA HINDI PA.

where's the justice in that?

im doomed

philo orals ko na bukas ng 130..

at wala.

wala #1: wala akong maaral. LITERALLY.

wala #2: wala akong notes. dahil natapon siya ng helper namin kahapon.

at oo, hinanap ko na siya sa basurahan at sa kung san-san pa.

wala #3: wala siya dun.

ganito ang nangyayari kung sa size 1 ka lng ngnnotes. kung sa size 1 nlng nga, at magulo pa ang notes mo.

YEHEY.

social psy papers are..

making me realize a lot about myself.

1. i am quite unreachable through ym nowadays.
-> realization pla to from a friend, hindi from social. hindi na kc ako ngoonline. haha. mdyo tntopak din ym ko at tinatamad akong iuninstall at iinstall ulit.

2. i do things with more enthusiasm and energy.

3. napasa na sa akin ni ven ung pagiging tigang niya.

4. i'm more irritable when it comes to certain things than i was before.
-> may hangganan ang pasensya ko.

5. i'm learning which friends i can count on.

6. i HATE it when people tell me i need a certain someone to actually have a personality.
-> naiinis pa rin tlga ako whenever i remember this. at dahil dyan, forever na akong biased at more irritable sayo. if you say this again, i swear you're going to regret it.

7. i'm more "out" there.

8. i care less but love more.

9. i'm more in tune with myself than i have ever been the past year.

10. i value my true friends more now.

11. oxano oxygen ka lang.

blah

mag-aayos ako dapat ng multiply..

hindi ung oc na pagaayos a. ung pagaayos na productive at may sense.

pero tinatamad pa ako.

500

i just got my nmat form a few minutes ago.

and it's staring at me cos i can't move past the 1st page.

i'm gonna keep it now dahil first page plng, kinakabahan na ako.

my future is in those pages. i don't think i'm ready to open them.

after na ng chem exam. friday pa nmn sya due.

...

what if i fail the nmat? what if, first step plng, hindi ko na kaya?

these 3 booklets are intimidating the hell out of me. 500 pesos worth of intimidation.

feeling ko sinisindak nila ako kapag nasa labas sila ng envelope.